The Sexual Love Of His Feelings

Chapter6 Oh sh*t...-Welcome home Jane-

As I walk up the stairs to my house and unlock the door I then see a drunk dad and a cracked out mother on the couch together, Dad: Well well... welcome home-Jane As I look into his eyes and I prepare for the worse, he then attacks me throwing me towards the wall and to the ground and burning me with half lit cigarette buds, STOP DAD STOP PLEASE STOP!!! As I cry out to him as I hear my mother laughing an talking in the background dumb bitch next time bring some food home if not don't come home little bitch as she laughs again, I then get loose and run to my room and cries my eyes out until I fall asleep for hours, 8:36pm I then wake up and check my phone I see Tonys text -I get off at 9:00 but I put in an extra 25mins to help a friend out I'll be there at 9:30- I texted back okay, I then got up and noticed a bruise on my forehead, forearm and leg i touch it and I cry of how much it hurted It was So painful, then go and take a long 25min shower to rethink things on life while letting my hair hit the water as I rethinking of what tony told me, I then get out the shower and rap the towel around me and one on my hair, I began to dry myself and lotion my body and put on a laced dark blue bra and pantie set from Victoria secret I then put on a long sun dress that's showing my curves not just for him, I'm not trying to throw my self at him but to show off some skin once and a while and I mumble to my self in the mirror. I continue to get dressed and put a pare of clothes in a little back pack and set it down, and as I leave my room and sees my mother on the couch sliding off I laugh and I put her on the couch correctly and rap her in her favorite blanket she use to rap me in when I was little, I walk towards the refrigerator and it's still empty like it was 5 weeks ago, I slam the refrigerator And think to my self somebody did say they were hiring at the strip club and it's quick money plus I just want to do it for a while and stop. I walk away from the refrigerator and I make a quick search for the strip club on my phone Classic Mans Gentlemans Club I see it and then I make a phone call it rings and somebody picks up Them: Hello CMGC's club how can I help you? Jane: i was wondering are you guys still hiring? Them: Yes ma'am we're what race, height, sex and size are you and put in detail of the size and name. Jane: I'm Puerto Rican and black I'm 5'5 umm I'm a full figure female and Thick well I'm big at the top and bottom. Them: okay ma'am we will see you tomorrow at 5:30 pm -hangs up-. Well damn that was fast only took 2mins but let me go put on some body spray it's about to be 9:27, as I spray my body my phone rings and it's Tony. Hello I said Tony: hey you ready cause I'm outside, yeah as I got my little backpack and walked out the door. Hey as I walked to the car he smiled at me with a hey back, you look and smell good he said, thank you I responded back. Tony: so what do you want to do tonight he asked. Hmm not sure but I know you have something in mind. Tony: you already know it we gone go and play laser tag, you down to play dirty? As I laugh and look at him I'm down anytime to play dirty, he looks at me and smiles hard we'll lets go play some laser tag then, as we drive to the place I see his phone glow up and I hear it vibrate he reaches his hands in his pocket and looks at it and puts it back in his pocket. I think to myself it must be Chrystal again maybe he should pick up just to see what she have to say but either way I wouldn't care. We get out the car and we go to the place and he pays and we put on our little vest an get our laser guns so now we enter inside the place and we hear the rules of the game on the intercom, it's dark in some places and dark with strobes in another as we stand there the instructors tell us to go our separate ways we all split up and I see people and start shooting them haven fun we shooting back at each other then we all move away from each other then sec later I then get a little lost in the dark area, Tony: as I see Jane big curly hair glowing up with her vest I then sneak up on her covering her mouth and grabbing her waist. Jane:I felt somebody behind me and a hand cover my mouth and a arm around my waist, I moved and I heard Tony laugh, Tony as I called his name out and laughed he then turned me around while still in the dark an kissed me passionately an he grabbed my hand and leaded me down the dark way continuing on shooting others we find, after a hour of still we leave the place and we get in the car driving to go get something to eat, I ask Tony how do he feel about me working at a strip club. Tony: mmm I wouldn't like you doing it but, I mean if you need money I got you but I'm sure you would like to get money the independent way, and if you wanna do that and get quick easy money I hope you won't do it permanently just for a while at least I'll support your decisions on it. Jane: thanks but I don't know i mean I called the CMGC's and they asked some simple questions but they said they wanted to see me tomorrow but I'm a little nervous. Tony: don't be nervous I been in that strip club before them girls are stuck up but it's always the bartenders that's cool as fuck but you... You gone out shine they asses as I laugh and plus make yo money but don't let it make you. I laugh at his player club quote but it is true but I won't never let money take over my life I just need it for my family mostly and a little bit for my self it might be dirty money but it's important money to me also I told him, we'll atleast it's for a important thing not just to show your body and do it. We pull up to the little shake shack place old school but still had bomb food we order 10 fried hot-wings 5 onion rings two hamburgers and 5 tater-tots I pay this time and we sat down as we waited for it, and I see Tony phone glow up again he looks at me knowing I seen it and put it back in his pocket, I asked him who's that as I play dumb. Tony: that's my ex girlfriend now I'm sorry I ain't tell you at first but she just not somebody I would love to talk about to family or rock with and fight for but somethings some people can be beautiful Jane and dangerous at the same time she like a wild animal they cool but once you get to know them they start acting funny and crazy. Jane: I understand no hard feelings we ain't did nothing regretful I mean as I laugh I mea-, as he stop me and laughs nothing regretful huh everything I did for you wasn't regretful at all he says. As we look at each other and lean in -ding ding order #34- we stop and chuckle and get our order and we then go home and eat, talk a little more and watch movies and fall asleep on each other.