Almost is Never Enough

I Want to earn your love back

Lisa Pov

Sooo, lexi still ain't came home yet. I'm Finna call her. *she answers*

Lexi: *sounds like she's crying* Hello?

Me: Lexi What's Wrong With You?

Lexi: He left me. *still crying*

Me: Who ? Trae?

Lexi: Yes.

Me: What? Why?

Lexi: because at the party DayDay bumped into me and he was apologizing. And Trae just thought we was talking about something else.

Me: What did he say?

Lexi: He asked me do I still love dayday and I said yes and I told but I'm in love with him.

Me: Wait? You still in love with who?

Lexi: TRAE!

Me: Oh damn, my bad I Ain't know nigga.

Lexi: yeah, wya?

Me: Home was waiting on you.

Lexi: come pick me up.

Me: Alright I'll be there in about 10 minutes.*gets up and puts on some clothes.

Lexi: okay, bye. *hangs up*

Damn, I told you something was gone happen. I didn't know what but I knew something was gone happen. Even though , Trae really wrong for that. Ugggh.

Trae Pov

I don't even know why I'm mad. She said she still love him but she's in love with me. She can't love 2 Niggas at the same time? Or can she? I don't know I'm Finna talk to her.

*walks in the house and sees her sitting on the couch.*

Where she going? She look like she's waiting on somebody.

Me: who you waiting for?

Lexi: Lisa.

Me: Oh why?

Lexi: because I want to. I'm ready to go home. Plus, you mad at me so what's the point of me staying?

Me: Look, I'm sorry okay.

Lexi : sorry? You're sorry? No I'm sorry for feeling bad for something I didn't even do! You're sorry? No I'M SORRY FOR LETTING YOU MAKING ME FEEL BAD ABOUT THE SITUATION WITH DAYDAY! *starts crying*

Me: Lex- *gets cut off*

Lexi: NO! NO! I'M SORRY FOR TELLING YOU THE TRUTH ! I'M SORRY I DIDN'T LIE TO YOU! NO NO I'M SORRY FOR BEING THE WORST/BEST GIRLFRIEND EVER! OKAY ! I'M SORRY! *She was out the door*

I can't believe she just blew up on me like that. What so bad about is that I could see the anger and hurt in here eyes. Now, it's all my fault. Ugggh ! I feel so stupid.

**The Rodriquez House*

Lexi Pov

I'm so sick and tired of this shit! Every Time I Get IN A Relationship With Someone, when I talk to my ex they automatically assume where talking about our relationship which roc was just saying he miss me. Like Omfg ! Nobody trust ever trust me.

*A knock at the door*

Me: *gets up* who is it?

Dayday: It's me!

Me: Omg Dayday, what are you doing here? Do you know what time it is?

Dayday: yeah. I came here to talk to you because ever since earlier I been thinking about you.

Me: oh, *smiles and moves out the way to let him come in*

DayDay: *sees that I have dry tears on my face* Are you okay lexi?

Me: what? I'm fine.

Dayday: No you are not. You are crying and I wanna know why!? Is it because of trae? Did he do something to you?

Me: *tears up again* No, he seen me talking to you at the party and he got mad because he says I don't need to talk to no boy except for him. And then he left. So then Lisa calls me and hears me crying and I tell her to come pick me up. And as soon as I'm about to leave he comes in and apologize and after that I start to explode.

Dayday: *Hugs me* Lexi , everything will be alright.

Me: *sits back up* Now , what do you wanna talk about?

Dayday: Well, I came here to talk to you about us.

Me: What do you mean "about us" ?

DayDay: Lexi, us! Cause I realized when I said I was going to find somebody , you frowned like you were sad that I was leaving. Do you still love me?

Me: *looks down* unfortunately, that's why I'm in this predictument now.

Dayday: what do you mean?

Me: trae had asked me did I still love you and I said yes but I'm in love with him.

Dayday: Oh. You still love me huh?

Me: Yes I do but I'm just so confused .

Dayday: well good, cause even though I still love ... I'm also in love with you.

Me: Well dayday, how are you still in love with me? We haven't been together in about 2 months.

Dayday: Want me to show you?

Me: i don't know cause if you Tryna flirt with me. That's a bad idea. Cause I'm still with trae.

Dayday : so if your still with him, why isn't he here?

Me: I'm mad and don't wanna talk to him.

Dayday: So... then in my eyes Yall not together because you're still in love with me. *Moves closer to me*

Me: ANYWAYS, *pushes him back* What else do you want?

Dayday: I want to earn your trust and love back. But since I never lost your love. I want your trust back.

Me: No no no! I've always trusted you! You don't trust me remember?

Dayday: Well, *gets closer to me* I trust you now *kisses me* * Moves closer* *kisses me* I'm so sorry for not trusting. * gets in between my legs while kissing me*

Me: No no ! DayDay! *sits up* I'm in a relationship.

Dayday: mannnn!! *sounds like he's getting irritated*

Me: No! CAUSE IF I WAS IN THE RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU AND WAS DOING THIS WITH ROC YOU WOULD BE PISSED SOOOOO NO !!

DayDay : No, cause lexi ... when we used to argue I would make it up. In the next minute or so. But I would be PISSED though.

Me: exactly. Well you should probably leave before my parents wake up and realize you not trae.

Dayday : oh yeah... *gets up*

We walk to the door.

Dayday : so umm, see you at school I guess?

Me: lol, yeah.

Dayday : * gets in his car*

I close the door and go upstairs to my room. I look at my phone and seen trae has been calling and texting me. I don't wanna talk to nobody else . I just wanna go to sleep.... as soon as I'm about to dose off, my mom comes in.

Mama: everything okay?

Me: yes, mama I just want to go to sleep.

Mama: okay we'll talk tomorrow.

Me: *smiles* okay love you.

Mama: love you too baby girl *closes my door*

Now I can sleep. I gotta lot to think about but I'ma rest my head before I go crazy .
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