In my head I create a collusion
But to you, its only an illusion
I make it so you see it this way
Because I know you'll throw my thoughts away
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You might think I'm just sweet and kind
But you don't know the chaos in my mind
I wear a mask with a smile always on,
But when no one is around it's completely gone
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I'm not interested in what you think of me
Because what I am, you don't see
When you spit **** out of your mouth
I want you to know, you don't fill me with doubt
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I build up these enormous walls
So you don't see all my flaws
I show you, making it less that what it seems
If you knew, you'd have nightmares instead of dreams
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You might just think I'm and ordinary girl
But you don't know what's in my world
So before you go into an assumption
Know that my life was full of corruption
