Pain is such a funny thing
Feeling agony that starts to sting
I do things that will never heal
Because I know I can never feel
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This kind of thing- I crave it
Because of this, I will never quit (yet)
I don't care what they all say
I honestly don't care anyway
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Waiting for the blood and ground to meet
Dripping down in a manner oh so sweet
When darkness comes, I am not allowed to rest
Because my mind rather break the skin from my flesh
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Don't ask me why I am like this way
I'd rather not reminisce in that pain I suffered everyday
Don't judge me because of my choices
Id rather not add you to the rest of the voices
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Yes, I long for my nerves to be in pain
I don't care if you call me insane (I am)
You don't know the life I lived to make me so numb
Now this pain is all I could feel, I was left to succumb
