Dan pov
What the actual fuck?!?!?! PHIL kissed ME!! Now he's calling me faggot and telling me to leave him alone. I don't understand. One minute I'm happy, kissing the man of my dreams, the next I'm banished to my room alone in tears. I mean he kissed me. I didn't kiss him. He kissed me.
Phil pov
I need to apologize. I don't know why I yelled at Dan. Especially why I yelled what I yelled. I would never call anyone that word, especially him. But I'm not, I can't be gay. I've been Christian all my life. I don't wanna go to hell. I'm fine with other people being gay. But not me. So I must stay away from Dan. Kinda hard, considering we live together and have been best friends for years. Best friends....what if I wanted more? He wanted more that much was clear. I liked kissing Dan. So why did I freak out like that when it happened? I know I hurt him. I should apologize. He won't wanna see me but I have to. I left my room and went outside his. I could hear him sobbing from outside. And it was all my fault.
Dan pov
"Hey, Danny can I come in?" Phil. What did he want now? I swung the door open with pure anger.
"What the fuck do you want now?" He looked shocked. I kinda felt bad. I didn't mean to sound so harsh. But he had really hurt me. Still, it's hard to hurt the ones you love.
"I wanna apologize. I'm really sorry for kissing you and then what I said after."
"I'm not sorry for kissing you back." I don't know why I said that. Why did I say that? Oh god the way he's looking at me. Oh god. Oh god. Oh G-
What. The. Fuck. He's kissing me again. I had to kiss him back. It was too irresistible. I loved him. Maybe he loved me back. I doubt it. I pulled away and looked at him with sad eyes. Then I closed my door and sat on my bed to resume crying.
By the way I'm really sorry this is so short I'm gonna update soon but I just wanted to get something out there
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FanfictionBeing friends is fine until...it isn't. Suddenly Dan wants more. Is it a minor crush? Should he tell Phil and risk their friendship? Or should he keep quiet and hope this goes away?