This is the most fun I've ever had

Chapter 3

Phil pov

Everything was good. Until Dan pulled away and shut me out of his room. I stood there, rejected and alone, as I heard Dan begin sobbing again. Maybe being gay wouldn't be so bad if it meant my best friend was happy. After all, maybe I was in love with Dan. But no, even as I thought it, I knew in my heart I wasn't in love. I did like him a tad bit though. Maybe that would be enough? It didn't matter. He didn't wanna see me. But I was gonna prove I'm here for him. I sit outside his door and curl up in a ball. How late was it?? Probably later than I wanted to stay up. I closed my eyes and let sleep take me.

Dan walked into my room.

"Hey Danny what's up?"

"You know what's up you gay scum." What was Dan saying? He would never say that to me!

"Dan I thought you loved me."

"Ha! Why would I love you? You're a piece of trash. Nobody loves you. Nobody ever will. You're worthless. Go die already."

What was Dan saying this for? I didn't think I'd hurt him but....

I was woken by dans voice.

"Phil, Phil, wake up. You were having a nightmare. You stared crying and saying 'nobody'. Whatever that means. Anyways I wanted to apologize. I'm sorry I shut you out like that. I...I love you Phil. I know you don't love me back. But that's ok. Because we're gonna forget I said that and we're gonna forget we ever kissed. Ok? Ok." I started to laugh.

"Oh Danny you and I both know we can't pretend we never kissed. And we both know we're just gonna do it again." He looked confused.

"What?"

"Sorry, do I need to explain?" I asked mischievously.

"Um...ya?" He still looked confused. So i kissed him. For the third time. And this time he didn't even hesitate before kissing me back. This felt so right. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he pulled me closer. I moved my hands up and started running them through his hair. Then, it happened again. The nasty voice inside of me screaming WRONG WRONG WRONG when everything else was saying right. The voice was so strong it made me shove him off and yell at him. I ran to my room and let the tears fall. I didn't wanna hurt him. I wanted to keep kissing him. Why did I keep messing things up?

Dan pov

Oh my god kissing Phil felt so good. I thought he felt the same. Until he started yelling.

"I already told you! Leave me alone you nasty faggot! I'm straight! Stop being a gross pervert! Leave. Me. Alone. I never wanna speak to you again." Then he left and went in his room. I sat there in shock. Why did he keep kissing me if he felt like this? I didn't wanna make him miserable. So I should go. At least for a little while. I got out my phone and called the only person I knew I could trust. He answered immediately.

"Dan? What's wrong?"

"Chris, can I come over for a bit? I'll explain when I get there." I thought I could hold it together before I got there but my voice broke before I could even finish my sentence.

"Oh my god yah Dan. Is everything ok?" I hung up. No. Everything is not ok.