SORRY OKAY I AM SO SORRY SCHOOL HAS JUST BEEN URGHHH
SO HERE IS THE FINAL CHAPTER!!!
i will be posting a sequel, if you wanna take a peek at it the first four chapters are on AO3
MUCH LOVE AND THANKS FOR STICKING WITH ME THRU THIS
-Marisol
NASH
They had just gotten home from the show and Cameron left with Nicole, which hadn't surprised Nash. He knew he was going to. Part of him wished he wouldn't have left with her because he wouldn't get to say goodbye. But the other part of him was glad because he didn't have to face him. He wouldn't have to face the kiss. Which meant nothing? Yeah. Maybe if he kept telling himself that, he would start to believe it. If he tried to delude himself into believing that he had not felt anything when their lips touched, that he didn't feel anything when Cameron's strong hands were gripping his hips and when he gasped when Nash teased the boy with the tip of his tongue. He could forget when Cameron nibbled on his bottom lip. He could forget it all eventually, he would make himself. Cameron deserved way better than him. So leaving so that Cameron could be happy with Nicole was a good thing. Right? Right. Then why did it feel so fucking wrong? Nash ignored the burning question and wrote Cameron a note. He didn't want him worrying. He probably wouldn't anyways.
Cam,
Please don't worry about me okay?
I'm fine I swear... I will call when I get to where I am going.
Please don't try to harass my brother to get him to tell you where I am because he doesn't know.
I love you.
Nash doesn't know how he manages sneaking past the boys, but he doesn't sneak past one person.
"Where are you going Nash?" the boy questioned him following him down the hallway.
"Uh nowhere just for a walk outside," Nash says trying to brush past his brother quickly.
"You're lying. Why do you have your suitcase Nash? Are you leaving? Where are you going? Are you leaving me? What happened?" The boy rants and Nash can see tears starting to fill his eyes.
Nash sighs and wraps his arms around the boy.
"Hayes you will be fine. Your 15 now almost 16, and if you get lonely you have all of the boys to go to. I-I just can't do this anymore. It's too hard. Cameron. I just can't. I am going home Hayes. I will call you when I get there and please promise me the only person you will tell where I am is Shawn and that's only when I get there, okay?" Nash says quickly.
Hayes looks at the ground.
"Sure, okay. Bye Nash" he says turning quickly and walking away.
"Bye Hayes" Nash says mostly to himself since Hayes has already gone back into the room slamming the door behind him. Nash sighs pulling his suitcase behind him and going down the elevator.
CAMERON
Cameron was feeling- well he didn't exactly know how he was feeling. He finally had kissed the boy of his dreams, and he had made the first move. The kiss was amazing and it was just beyond perfect. But then he had pulled away and ran off leaving Cameron there cold without him and alone with his thoughts. Cameron's first instinct was to run and find him, which he did, but he was already curled in Shawn's side. Cameron was getting pissed by this. He always ran to Shawn. It was always Shawn. Shawn. Shawn. Shawn. And Cameron was fucking tired of it. Nash had been extremely emotional lately, like when they were in the car on the way to the venue before the show had started, after their little spat; he had just broke into tears and Cameron was on his way to comfort him when Shawn shot him a look and took the spot where Cameron should've been. Shawn was always screwing shit up.
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