Tell Me That You Love Me

Motherly advice?

Rachel's POV:

I wake to find Finn asleep, I still can't get that kiss out of my head, I felt fireworks, but I can't he's my best friend, but ever since I heard them talking yesterday I just can't stop thinking about it, and that kiss didn't help. I just wish that never heard them and that stupid kiss never happened. If I tell Finn about this then, it will surely throw away our friendship and I just can't do that, I love having him as a friend and that's all he'll ever be, nothing more....No matter how much I want us to be. It will never happen, anyway he probably doesn't even feel the same way as I do. I wouldn't blame him.

End POV.

Rachel:*whispers*That stupid kiss ever happened.*walks out*

Finn's POV:

I was pretending to be asleep, so that I could think about the kiss that happened last night, why was it bothering me so much? I didn't understand why it was. I saw fireworks, I felt spark fly, I know I sound like a girl but seriously, I thought I was getting electrocuted. I know that Rachel said that we should forget about the kiss, but the thing I don't think I can, it was just so.....what's the word.....breathtaking. I wish it never had to end. But me and Rachel can never be together she's like my sister, I couldn't ruin that just because I liked Rachel more than a sister. I couldn't do that to us, and also I promised her that I wouldn't let anyone hurt and what if we did get together and I was the one that hurt her, not only would Rachel hate me and never forgive me but I would hate myself and never forgive me for doing that to her. But she probably doesn't feel the same anyway, so I don't think I have anything to worry about. Then I heard Rachel whisper "That stupid kiss never happened" and heard her leave. I felt my heart break. I don't know why, but she obviously doesn't like me back then. I heard that if you feel you're heart break, means you've just lost the one you love. But I can't love Rachel. I can't love my best friend. But people say you can't choose you fall in love with. Am I in love with my best friend?

---Downstairs with Rachel and Carole---

Rachel:Good morning Carole.*sighs, sits down*

Carole:Morning Rachel:*looks at her, sees she's upset and confused about something, sits down*What's wrong, sweetie?

Rachel:Carole, have you ever kissed someone and felt fireworks but then wished it never happened because you don't want to wreck what you already have with them?

Carole:No. So boy troubles then?

Rachel:Yeah. Ugh, why is being sixteen so complicated?

Carole:It's a way of life seeing if you're ready for the challenge that lies ahead for you later in life.

Rachel:Well, if this is what it's like I never want to grow up.

Carole:*chuckles*No one does, hunny, but you don't have a choice. So, come on, spill it.

Rachel:*looks at her*Spill what?

Carole:Sweetie, unless this is one of those "my friend has this problem" story when really you're talking about yourself, spill it. Who is he?

Rachel:*sighs*It's Finn.

Carole;What?

Rachel:Yeah. Last night after watching all the Harry Potter movies and checking my Facebook and talking, we both had each other's first kiss....with each other. And now I can't get that kiss out of my head.

Carole:Well, have you ever thought that you might like Finn more than a friend?

Rachel:Yes, but I don't want to do that to our friendship.

Carole:I know but---

Finn:*walks downstairs*Morning. Where is everyone?

Carole:Quinn and Sam are on a date, Kurt and Blaine are in Kurt's room and Burt is at work, so it's just us.

Finn:Cool.*looks at Rachel*Can we talk?

Rachel:You, know I'm going to hang out with Kurt and Blaine, I need their help with something, but we still on for later with the Newsathon?

Finn:*smiles*Sure.

Rachel:*smiles*Great.*walks upstairs*

Finn:I might not lose my best friend after all.

Carole:What Finn?

Finn:*looks at Carole*Nothing.

Carole:Rachel told me. I'm going to the store watch TV or something. Bye.*leaves*

Finn:*shocked*What?!