Sudden Death Guide Fanfic

Chapter 1~The Story

Hart' P.O.V.

"Cam, should we do our pre-video ritual?" I asked. "That sound like a good idea." She replied. "What's the daily ritual today?" I asked in fear of having to do something ridiculous "Complete randomness!" She yelled. I then said out of excitement, "woo ok then I'm going to run around in a circle!" She chuckles and says,"Well then lead the way." I giggle and start running around with her right behind me. After 10 minutes of running Cam stumbles and trips, crashing down on top of me. "Um...well that happened" I day while I laugh. "Haha yeah...let's move in shall we?" I stop and think for about a minute and found the best possible thing to help us get ready. "I know, let's act like our favorite anime characters!" She looks at me and her face lights up, "Like a role play?" She asks in excitement. "Exactly." And I try to think of who I should be. "Can I be Ciel?" I answer her with, "Only if I can be one hell of a butler?" And we both chuckle and start to role play. An hour passes and we look at the time,"What its already 7:00 pm?" I screamed. "I guess so." She said. "I guess we should start recording then." I stated while yawning. "That would probably be a good idea before one of us lose motivation." She replied while laughing. We turn on the camera and look at each other as if to let each other know that we will do this no matter how long it takes. As we record the first 5 minutes of the video, her cousin walks in and joins us. We didn't think much of it until we finished the video and decided to broadcast on younow. During the broadcast, people were telling us to make out whether it was Cam and me or her cousin and me. At the time I could have done that but wasn't quite comfortable so we sent him off to the corner. Eventually we went to bed after editing a few videos recorded earlier that day. During the night I had realized that I forgot my snuggle bunny, by this point I was freaking out. "What am I going to snuggle with?" I ask myself quietly. I look over at Can to see she was already looking at me, "What's going on?" She asked sleepily. "Um...I left my snuggle bunny at home." She chuckles while looking at me, "It's one night without it, won't you survive?" My expression changes quickly to a frown, "I haven't gone a night without it since the incident." "What incident?" She asks curiously with a concerned frown. "Well, its a long story." I whisper and glance at her. She chuckles, "Well we literally have all night so talk to me child." I laugh softly. "So a couple years ago I actually made friends. First off I hadn'tet anyone who would have stayed with me and stuff. So after my hope was gone, in 6th grade, I met this one girl and she liked all the bands and animes that I liked. We both clicked instantly, kinda like us, and quite some time later, she introduced me to a friend. I got along with her friend to-" "This all seems good and happy though." She quickly interrupts. "I know, the sadness is coming don't worry." I reply and continue with my story. "So after a while Kate started to call me names, I thought it was just because we were getting close, and I didn't think much of the names at all. So later in 7th grade I met a girl named Wendy, who also liked my interests. And we added her into our group but I didn't realize that something was wrong. Later on was looking for them and their normal spit was a corner in the library, behind the shelf. So I saw one friend, Patricia, and asked her where the others were and she said that they weren't there and I saw one pop their head over the shelf and knew she was lying so I walked off. Later I asked the one who popped her head over the shelf where she was in the libraryand she told me they were in the usual spot. I told her that Patricia told me no one was here and she said that she was lying. I asked Patricia at lunch with tears forming already why she lied and she claimed she wasn't lying and that the others told her to say that they weren't there. And at that point I was crying my eyes out. About a week later when I thought everything was back to normal, I asked Wendy where the others were when her sister asked when she was going to tell me something. And I was wondering what so I asked politely, and she told me that they didn't want to be my friend anymore. I was extremely confused, but mostly angry. Then I told all my friends that I was done and having friends in general is pointless and they don't have to put up with me anymore. They did as I asked and they all left me alone. For two months I was extremely depressed and suicidal... I asked them what I did wrong and they told me I was trying too hard but they didn't understand, how could they? The weren't rejected all their life. Anyway I left in tears and wanted to end it all, but I didn't. And after two months, one friend who left said they were sorry and felt so bad and wanted me to forgive her and be her friend again, I told her I forgave her when I didn't entirely do so then became her friend again, at least until she decided it was over again, though we were friends again, I wasn't truly happy that that had happened because once trust is lost you can't fully retrieve it. I'm friends with all if them to this day but I still lack trust. The worst part though was the fact that they had been planning the leaving me behind incident and called it 'Fish Taco' and I was always wondering why they would say it and Wendy always whined and said no to them. But that's the story." I look at her and she reaches over and hugs me tightly. "Why is the bunny of any use then?" I told her about how I happened to get it around that it was my only friend for the longest time and that I fell asleep hugging it and would usually snuggle with it as I cried myself to sleep. She started to cry, "How are you not crying after telling me this?" "It still hurts but I guess I'm just numb to the pain." she starts to cry harder and I start to cry with her. "I can be your snuggle bunny for tonight" she says with a sincere smile. "Ok. Thanks and goodnight."I wrap my arms around her and slowly stop crying. "Anytime. Goodnight, love you." I smile, "Love you too." We then fall asleep for the night.