I'm only a girl~ H.B.R

Chapter 13.

•Callie•

My flight was first thing in the morning. I've been so depressed lately. Jake went home because I just said he had too.

Ashley just left 5 minutes ago, and I didn't say bye to him, the boy who I "fell in love" with. "Mom I'm gonna take one last look around" I said. She nodded.

I grabbed my ear buds and phone and listened to a song.

It girl, it boy -J.D.

"Cause I finally found the boy of my dreams" I sang.

•flash back•
me and Hunter were then listening to it together and he grabbed my hand and I did the same we were now holding hands I got tierd and then soon I was leaning on hunters shoulder and he looked down at me and smiled, I smiled back.

•over•

I smile at our memory, but after that everything turned black.

I was looking down at the ground when I see another pair of feet are in front of mine. I look up and see Hunter.

I wasn't thinking, I desperately wrapped my arms around his neck hugging him, so tight I don't think he was able to breathe. He wiggled his arms around my waist, pulling me close.

I buried my head in the crook of his neck, and I didn't notice it I started to cry. "Hunter I'm sorry" I say. "For?" He asked.

"I didn't remember you, I've been having flashbacks! All this time, and I wish i never forgotten, I keep saying I like Jake, but I don't know, he's their for me! And he's like the only one I can run too, but you... Your my only thought! Day and night, my mind is all you!" I said.

"And sometimes I want it to stop!, not because I hate you for hurting me!, but because you, I love you so much it hurts" I finished.

He just hugged me tighter. "Your my world, I'll always be here, I know I made some bad mistakes...but I really really like you" he said. "We're to young to under stand what love is" he finished.

"So this is goodbye?" I asked. "I hope not" he said. "The roof?" I asked. He nodded. We ran to the roof of some abandon building.

It had a gate were you can see some buildings. And the stars of course. It was just beautiful. "I'm gonna miss this" I whisper.

"Me too Cal" Hunter said. I looked at him confused. "Us, we always did this, well for those couple of weeks" he said. I don't remember.

"Oh" I could only say.

*****

I was putting my suitcase(s) in the car. My mom was helping me and so was my dad. "I'm gonna miss you!" I said hugging my mom. She kissed my cheek.

I got In the car and me and my dad drove off, we made jokes and got to get each other more, till I got to the airport.

****

I entered the plane, it soon took off, I looked out the window and felt a tear drop down my eye.

I'm leaving, the place I grew up, my bestfriends. The boy who I "loved" and broke my heart. The new kid, who like-d me and who I love as a brother.

My dad who I just found. My mom who I can't live without. And mostly... Where my life was falling apart.

I can't be sad not now, not ever. I'm gonna start fresh and new, I closed a book and I'm now starting a new one, no more tears over boys, just happiness of joy.

I can't ever... Turn back.

Canada it is. My new life. I wipe my tears that were flowing down my cheek, and smiled. But I wasn't sure if it was real.  "Goodbye" I said under my breath.

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This kinda made me cry... A lot. Idk.

But yea, she left, she gone 😩😭 oh well

And omgggggg, I hate school 😩 I have this project that due Friday... And I've been having it since September. And I haven't started.  So I prob won't update till Saturday. Or Sunday because jingle bash is Saturday!!!!!!!❤️❤️😍

~Em💗