I'm only a girl~ H.B.R

27.

•Callie•

It's been 2 weeks since that night.

I haven't been benevolent to people, nor haven't I've been Camaraderie any of my friends.

Ive just been sitting in my grandma's house alone, Hunter leaves next week and I was beyond happy. All though I'm going back home in a few months.

He's texted me a lot and I wasn't appreciating it

889 missed texts + still counting

87 miss calls

Desperate much.?

I don't even know if I can trust Hunter anymore, he's just very perfidious.

Yeah all the things he said to me is just always consuming my brain, but what can I do about it.

Of course I still have feelings for him, I never felt any way about a boy like that, especially so soon.

There wasn't much to talk about, but of course I'll love him.. Even if I don't know what love is

All I know it has to do with affection, deep affection

Did I really have those feelings for him.?

It was very subtle on how to talk about Hunter and how I feel for him, I mean yeah we- he has lots of supporters.. And I don't even know how

And majority of them hate me.

I never did anything and the fact I get all the bs on how I'm

Ugly
Fat
Stupid
Dumb
Querulous
Inconsequential

AND ALOT IF OTHER DUMB THINGS.

Like yuh I already know I'm ugly and fat.. Didn't have to tell me.

And now I know why he left, he left me and chased after Lauren, I mean she's hella pretty

But she's a hella girl. And her attitude and personality sucks complete ass.

Hunter- open the door please
Hunter- I'm sorry
Hunter- cal, answer

Me- asshole

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I'm just gonna cry myself to sleep... Night

💔

-Em👤