We fell in love-a linstead fanfiction

Chapter 2 - your gonna make it

Jays pov
BANG "Erin" I cried as she fell to ground with a wound on the side of her head.

 Voight almost immediately shoots the shooter. I laid there rocking her while crying holding pressure to her head to try and stop the bleeding . The ambulance got here after what felt like hours but was only three minutes and Brett and Chili got out of the ambo and rushed over quickly doing a once over of her injuries and putting her on the stretcher. They told me I could ride along if I wanted because they could obviously see  I never was going to let go of her hand even if god himself told me to. As I held her hand I  whispered in her ear "your gonna be ok your gonna make it out just fine."

We got to hospital just as Voight and the team arrived and I assumed they had the sirens on. I stopped at the Emergency Surgery doors  not being able to go any farther. I sat down playing back everything that happened in my head over an over again to myself how like I didn't have her back and what I could've done to protect to her or make it me in there and not here sitting in the waiting room waiting for news on her.

 Antonio must have read my mind cause he came up to me and said "it wasn't your fault and there was nothing you could've done and if the places were reversed she would feel the same way and you know it if she saw you like this she would kick your ass for feeling responsible about something you had no control over."

I got up and looked at him and said "I should've had her back in that basement or it should have been me. I should have the head wound needing emergency surgery not her ME SHE DOESN'T DESERVE NONE OF THIS SHOULD BE HAPPENING TO HER. " I started getting louder as I started to cry. 

He patted me on the shoulder and I just sat up against the wall. I stayed like that for what felt like forever when I thought she didn't survive then I saw Will coming down the hall in this direction. I met him half not wanting to alerting anyone in case the news was bad and painful to hear I could breakdown privately.

"Hey, do you have any news?" I asked.

 "No, I'm not on the case I came to see how you were holding up bro." he said.

 "I just can't wait here not knowing any news I don't even know if she's alive." I told him.

 "Yea i know but you just gotta be patient" he said trying to calm me down.

 "But I love her Will you know that I do" I claimed.

 "Yea I do know but she doesn't so WHEN she wakes up you can  finally tell her the truth Loverboy" Will said with a chuckle.

 " But Will what if she doesn't wake up I still haven't told her how much I love her smile, hair, laugh, the way she drives and never lets me for even thirty minutes and now I might not get the chance to do exactly that" I state while crying a lil bit.

"Will you wait with me?" I asked him.

 "Of course I will always be there for you" he said.

 Then we both sat up against the wall as I looked at the ceiling. Will sat there with me for as long as I needed him to for which felt like another forever but this time I had faith she would make it and fight.