Pain or passion (COMPLETE)

Chapter 14

Jen's POV

I didn't want to go home because I knew Alex had a key and would try and come talk to me and I wasn't Trynna hear his bullshit . I loved having Nisa as a friend she was always there for me and I appreciated her and thanked her every time I got a chance to . We got to Nisa house and her mom was there cooking dinner . She ran over and hugged me so tight rubbing my tummy . Hey Angel I said laughing at her . See me and Nisa knew each other since the 5th grade so her mom was like mine and I could tell her everything . She sat me down at the kitchen tabes and we began to talk and eat . I told her I was having twins and she was more excited then I was . Boy and girl huh ? Yes I said with a smile . She stopped me out of sentence because she sensed something was wrong with me . I don't know how she knew but she knew . What's wrong Jen ? "You don't seem as happy as you always are when we see each other " . "Oh nothing Angel " , I'm good I swear I am " . She looked at me squinting her eyes at me "mhm , alright now " . She got up and went to her room and so did me and Nisa , we went upstairs and started to talk .

Nisa POV

Damn , I felt bad for Jen . I knew Alex wasn't that type of guy to fuck Jen over like that . I could tell he wasn't . I'm not just saying that I knew for a fact , what made him do that shit to Jen . We had talked for hours , and I guessed Jen talked herself to sleep . I'm always the peace maker in relationships so I snuck Jen's phone out her purse and put in her password to text Alex . Jen had a simple ass password straight down the middle really ? Her dumb ass . I looked over to make sure Jen was surely sleep and then I texted Alex .

((Text message))

Me - hey Alex this ain't Jen if that's what your thinking . It's Nisa , Jen sleep and I know you ain't mean to do what you did so you needa come over to my house and fix it before its to late . And if you with that bitch leave her there and bring yo ass over here you know where I stay so come over NOW ALEX !

Alex - thanks Jen and ok I'm on my way give me five minutes .

Me - iight

I deleted the message and closed out the messages . I locked the phone and slid the phone back in her purse . Moments later I heard a knock at the front door I tip toed down the stairs trying not to wake Jen and I opened the door . Alex came in and hugged me and gave me a hug . "Tanks Nisa . Man you always git a nigga back ". Mhmm yeah yeah now get yo ass up the stairs and get in the bed with Jen im staying down stairs try to make that shit right .

Alex POV

I tip tied up the stairs so Jen wouldn't hear me and I pulled back the covers laying in the bed next to Jen I out my arms around her waist and she turned around Trynna fund out who I was . She git out the bed and turned my way . "WHAT THE FUCK ALEX "? You think you can come in her and act like ain't shit happen ? Hell naw nigga get the fuck out . Jen bae please . "GET OUT" !!!!!! Ion wanna hear that shit Alex . Soon tears began to run down her face and I pulled her in close to me and let her tears soak my shirt . Jen baby I'm sorry it wasn't like that I'm not fine be a lying ass nigga and tell you it wasn't intentionally because I could've stopped it . She cried harder and looked up at me . "Why Alex "? "Do you know how bad that shit hurt me , to see you kiss her "? Baby I'm sorry Jen I love you and I never wanna hurt you . I looked at her and kissed her forehead and then kissed her lips softly . She pulled away shaking her head . I don't know Alex what if this just some shit you Trynna pull ion know if this apology is sincere . Imma need some time to think about this . I looked at Jen and a tear rolled down my face , I never cried over a girl EVER !! I couldn't believe I cried . She looked at me and the. Looked away , she wanted to believe what I said but I understood her decision , and I respected it . I kissed Jen on her cheek "I love you Jen , I wish you could see how much I did ". I walked out and thanked Nisa , and left . I went straight home and went to sleep .

Jen's POV

I wanted to take Alex back so bad but I wanted to make sure he did love me so I tested him . Every night Alex sent me messages saying I love you , then he started leaving voicemails and texts in the morning mid day afternoon and at night . I guess he really did love me . It's been a week since I gave him a reply . I was out shopping for the twins and I had an appointment tomorrow . Alex crossed my mind so I went by his house . The jeep was there so I knew his mom was there to . I knocked on the door , and she answered with a big smile . "Hey Miss.Sanders ". I smiled and gave her a hug . "Hey hunny come on in ". "ALEXXXX COME DOWN HERE BABY ". I sat down next to his baby sister . I picked her up and played with her she laughed and laughed I loved her , I couldn't wait for the twins to be born , so I could play with them like This . Hey Alexis , hey sweetie I tickled her 3 month old tummy and watched her giggle . Alex came down stairs with his shirt off embracing his tattoos and six pack . He had on basketball shorts and Nike socks and a headband keeping his dreads out his face . He glanced at me and smiled big as hell . I laughed and sat his sister down and he hugged and picked me up . I laughed and we went up to his room . I sat down in his computer chair and rubbed my tummy . "You missed me huh " . He laughed and walked towards me giving me a kiss adding so much tongue . He didnt stop . I was thinking to myself , "damn " , he must've really missed me . I broke the kiss ending it with s all pecks . I love you Jennifer Danyelle Jones . I love you to Alex Jamal Sanders . He grabbed my hand and sat me on the bed and we cuddled until we fell asleep .

((3 hours later))

Baee wake up . I said tapping Alex . Huh ? I'm bout to go love you , he sat up and grabbed my hands and kissed me , bye baby love you to . He walked me to my car and kissed me again . "Be at my house tomorrow morning at 7:30 i got an appointment at 8:00 ". Ok . I pulled off and 10 minutes passed and I was at home I took a shower and got in the bed and watched "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air" until I fell asleep .

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