Pain or passion (COMPLETE)

Chapter 11

Alex POV

About 10 minutes had past and I was at Jen's house . I had a key for the week since her mom was out of town , so I could check on her . I unlocked the door and raced upstairs to Jen's room . Clutching my gun through my pants pocket . I opened the door and saw Jen and Nisa on the bed . When I came in their eyes locked mine . Jen had tears and her eyes "what's going in Jen "? She stood up and walked towards me hugging me . "Alex I'm pregnant ". My heart dropped . "What ? Pregnant ?" . Jen started to cry again . She backed away and sat on her bed . I followed behind her and sat next to her . She looked at me "yes pregnant " she put her hands into her palms . Nisa stood up and started to walk out "y'all need privacy . Jen call me and tell me what's up " . Ok I was scared I might be hard on the outside but shit I wasn't ready for a baby ,but it was mine and I had to be hear fir Jen . Even though its been a short period of time we've been together I wasn't gone leave , naw Ian no dead beat , like my pops . I was gone be better my lil boy or girl was gone have everything . "Alex I dint know what to do abortion might be best " . Abortion ? Jen Ian with all det abortion shit . That's my child to , and you ain't just gone get rid of it . "We'll what am I suppose to do Alex . I'm not ready for no baby and you not either . Jen was right I wasn't but I'm still not about to take my baby life . Nawww Ian going out like that . It was a reason why this baby here and it's gone stay because I'm nit going no where . I hugged Jen and kissed her on her lips . It's gone be alright .

5 months later >>>

I laid down in the small table chair and watch the nurse poor liquid on my stomach to give me and ultra sound . Since I was 5 months pregnant I could find out the sex of the baby . My mom and Alex came with me . My mom was upset that I git pregnant but new she's finally forgiven me and eased up , and is a big help , I love her s much . Her and Alex relationship got even more closer because she thought Alex would leave me and make me abort it since I got pregnant , but little did she know he was the one to encourage me to keep it . The doctor ask me millions of questions I guess my hormones kicked in because I wanted to slap this bitch after the second question . She finally asked did I want to know the sex of the baby . Well miss Jennifer looks like you'll be having a beautiful baby girl , or boy I can't seem to tell , wait I need to get another nurse . I sat up and watch the nurse walk out I was scared my stomach was a little bit big to be only 5 months . Five minutes had passed and the nurse came back with a male nurse also . They looked carefully at the monitor , the male nurse looked up at me and said I was having both a boy and a girl . Twins ? I got off the table twins ? Oh hell naw . What the fuck am I gonna do with twins ? I can barely handle one . Noooooo . I can't do this . I laid back on the table so the nurse could wipe off my tummy . I grabbed my purse and got in the car . The ride home was very quiet . Because I wasn't in the mood to talk . A lot of people would think I should be happy about this , I was but I was nervous I just havt to get used to it , how come they ain't find this out at my first ultra sound ? Half ass doctors .

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Ok yea this chapter is a little slow but more to come

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- Yana