Blue

II

Blue's POV

I woke up to the sun beaming in my face, I rubbed my eyes and stretched...i checked my phone
10:45 A.M it read.
I try to sit up but failing, I drop back on the bed. I wrap myself up in the blanket, burying myself in my pillows and fall right back to sleep.

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Walking down the stairs, I spot my aunt making breakfast..the smell has my mouth watering.
I sit down and watch her make omelets,pancakes and some homemade Parfait's. I love aunt Green's Parfait's.
"I made you your favorite"
I smile when she hands me a plate, a smiley face planted on the nutella pancakes.
I sign a "thank you" and dig in, oh how much I love food. I think I'll just marry food. Yeah..that sounds like a good plan.
"Have you thought more of New York?, I know its bad timing but..Blue you'll love it there! I know how much you love to write music and.."
I stopped her.
"Loved". "I used to write music" "I used to play music" "I loved music, but I can't do that anymore".

I drink the rest of my apple juice and bring my plate to the sink, washing it before drying it and putting it up.
"I don't want to move" "I don't want to leave my friends...and I don't want to move to a city where I once thought I had a shot at"

I sign to her so quickly, her facial expressions are hard to read.
"Your just being stubborn, maybe you should stop thinking about yourself so much and start caring for other people"

That drew the line.
I flick her off and go to my room, its time to go to that damn support group.
I get dressed in an oversized baby blue sweatshirt, my black leggings with my black converse.
I put my hair in a messy bun, grab my bag, car keys, my phone and rush down the stairs to the garage and drive off.

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I sit in my usual chair, seeing all the 10 teenagers socializing while i scroll through my phone,
Suddenly a hand tapped my shoulder.
Dan. By me looking at his lips he was saying hello, I wave to him and go back to my phone but he taps me on the shoulder again, this time sitting next to me.
"What's your name?"
The one time I need my interpreter and he's not here right now..
So I grab a piece of paper and write...

Hai! My name is Blue :) and...I'm deaf, sorry if I seemed rude, I don't really socialize with this group of people.

I hand him the note and he reads it, a small cheeky grin spreads on his lips.
He writes back

Well I said hello, my names Dan..nice to meet you and can I sit next to you? But no, you didn't sound rude and Blue? I like that name..it suits you :)

I smile at him.

Thank you.

For the rest of the remaining time, me and Dan write to each other back and forth, getting to know each other a little better.. he even wanted to learn a few signs like "hello" "thank you" he also wanted to learn "llama" and "lion". After awhile Phil, Dan's boyfriend came to pick him up but he decided to join along to our conversation . Phil definitely likes to put on a show, he was very nice and sweet...not to mention attractive.

Why are all the gay guys attractive as hell??

After support group we all did the usual 'hugging and goodbyes ' routine before leaving, oh! And me, Dan and Phil exchanged phone numbers as well.

Maybe support group isn't so bad? But the one thing I wasn't looking forward too, is going home.

Awe look Dan & Phil are friends with Blue!!