When I Met You

Comforting // 9

Hannah's POV

During the drive to a hotel, I am thinking about my life so far. Im trying to find if I deserved this kind of attention. Not from my parents. From Ingrid. She didn't have to save me. I could've been much better where I was going. I would've been at peace with myself, free from the hell on Earth. But now, im still here. Why did I turn out this way? I could've been a straight, happy girl. But now, im a lesbian, and a letdown to everyone. Why would Ingrid save me? Does she care about me? No. No one cares about me. Im another useless body.

Timeskip to the hotel room

"Are you ok Hannah? You can trust me. I wont tell anyone if you don't want to." Ingrid says, holding both hands, sitting on the only bed in the room. The sunlight from the slider door is shining half of her tired and puffy face, etching out the distress.
The blonde sheds a few tears and says "My parents hate me. They don't care for me anymore. Im a disgrace to them."
"I doubt it Han. They love you no matter what." She says softly.
"No. You don't get it. They a-bandoned me! They hate me! Im worthless!" I start crying again.
Ingrid cups my cheek and brushes my hair away from my face. "No Hannah. You are the best person in the world. You have made plenty of people happy with your YouTube videos. If it wasn't for you, some people wouldn't be here now. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be here talking to you. You are more than this. You are Hannah Hart. The Hannah Hart. You are unique and caring. You have made peoples day. You have made me happy when life has been down. And yes, I watched your YouTube videos before, and I have seen all the comments that your people leave. If you died back at that cliff, everyone you know will be in vain. They will miss you. Because you Hannah Hart, are special."
We both both lean in, our noses almost touching. I can smell her maple perfume.
"Did you mean all of that?" I whispered.
"Did I mean this?" She says, leaning in till our lips touch. Our kiss was short, but full of love. Her lips are so soft like cotton. We pull away and look into each others eyes. Not how beautiful they are, but how beautiful our love will be.
Together.

-Ingrids POV-

We break off from our kiss and we deeply look into each others eyes. How our future will be together. We both wrap our arms together in a loving hug. I say to Hannah "Of course I ment it. I want to heal you back to life Hannah. I want you to be the most beautiful girl I've ever known. I know we have just met in real life yesterday night, but I have always seen you digitally on YouTube. I felt a real connection over your videos and they made me feel like I shouldn't hide who I am no more. I feel like I should be with you forever".
"I feel the same way Ingrid. I want to be with you forever." She says back co confidentially.
I think for a few seconds and say "Forever?".
"Forever babe." We both kiss again passionately. We lean back and I look around the room.
"You do know there is only one bed in here right?" I say a bit nervously. "I also don't have any pajamas with me... can I borrow yours?"
The blonde nods back and she says "Of course."

-Later that night-
-Hannah's POV-

I feel safe with Ingrid. I haven't felt this way since I met Tyler and his friends. I wonder how Ingrid feels about all of this? I mean, I've always been the one seem strong in the outside, but a bit softer in the inside. Ever since I came out on Youtube, I felt a huge weight lift off of my chest.
I felt like I was free.

I wonder what Ingrid feels like when she will come out to her parents. Im gona ask.
"So Ingrid?"
"Hm? Yeah Han?"
"Do you ever wonder how your parents will react when you tell them the truth?"
She looks from the tv screen (We were watching KUWTK) to me, her delicate face filled with worries. She is so close to crying. Dam, this day has been an emotional roller coaster.
"I-I don't know Hannah. Im scared to death to tell them but when I do, it will get better. I know of it. But yeah, im scared to. I have no clue how they will react. My dad is a conservative. But my mom is open and accepting of anything. Im pretty sure my mom will be fine with it but my dad will probably hate me for it. Maybe they will divorce because of me. I don't know Hannah." She sheds a few tears during this, which makes my heart break. She doesn't deserve this. We all don't. Its 2013 and people are slowly starting to accept who people are. Slowly, but steadily.
"Do you want to cuddle with me?" I ask her.
She nods and I wrap my arms around her fragile waist.

Feels boney. Is she anorexic? If she is, I will do anything to heal her.

We both look into each others eyes, and I peck her on the lips.
"I love you Ing."
"I love you too Han."

Our bodies fit perfectly because we are both the same height. It's cold outside, but between us, we are glistening in our own heat.

I am finally happy of us.
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