Martin dropped me off at home leaving me with a goodbye kiss. It didn't spark though and it never has. That's what gave me doubts. I knew me and Martin couldn't last I mean I love Harry. But again it couldn't work with Harry because I love Martin. I had to tell someone about what was going on with me. I didn't want to start going delusional. Who could I tell though? I want to tell Louis but he's completely against me dating anyone in the band. I thought I was falling into a depression. I needed Harry, I need him to come back no matter what it takes.
