I.D.E.K

Having a Voice

  Wanting something your whole life. Thinking you know who you are. Actually you do knowing who you are, and not being able to be that person because someone is stopping you. I know who I am. I know Who I want to be. I know what I want, but at the same time I don't. Only when it comes to certain things. I know what I want to be, and deep down, i'm iffy about it. How can I be who I want to be if i'm not being able to do the best that i can for me, and no one else will do it for me. It hurts. I will forever be mad at the person who failed me in life. I will never forgive them. I would rather die. I watch everyone live my dream, I watch everyone being treated special. I'm just sitting here. Working my hardest, it's okay because I will never stop fighting. I'm worried that i'll be fighting for song long and end up not being able to do what i'm fighting for. I'll try my whole life and have it stop and I will not know where to turn. I see people who have their own voice, but I don't have it. I see what I really sound like and i'm wondering if i'm really as good as I think, Knowing i'm not as good as I think, and know, or have always thought I was.I am a fighter and I will never stop fighting for me, For who I believe in. I will never stop fighting.