I Hope Your Reading Cause I Feel Guilty

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I hope your reading these and I'm not staying up past 1:00am writing them. I feel like everything that happened between us is my fault, and I just feel really bad and crappy. I'm scared how much of an impact you are on my life. I'm scared about what's going to happen when I get to close and you leave me. I'm just trying to protect myself, and sometimes I push people away. I shouldn't be selfish and only think about me though. I'm thinking about you. I'm thinking about how you feel in this situation. What I am doing isn't right, its stupid. I really hope you are reading these. I feel really guilty about every stupid, little, pointless thing that happened.

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