I.D.E.K

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry if I confused you. I'm sorry if I caused your pain. I'm very confused right now and I just wish everything was the same. Whatever happens don't hurt yourself. I don't want to find out what you've done has been my fault. I think, maybe, some day, things will be better but I know, they will never be the same, because the time we spent apart we will never get back. I hope that you can forgive me for this stupid confusion. I'm at a part in my life where I don't think I can trust anyone. If your mad at me please tell me. I'll understand, but I just want you to know that whatever happens you will always be a big part of my life. I wish I could erase this from your memory, but the damage has been done. There is nothing I can do now. Remember everything happens for a reason. Maybe this is just an opstical we have to over come. Maybe well look back at this and talk about how stupid and pointless it was. Maybe me acting childish is just making things worse, maybe I'm making you mad... Or maybe you never cared in the first place. Maybe you got tired of me. Maybe this is just what you wanted. But I can't think that way, because I know it's not true. You are the best thing thats happened to me in a long time. Sometimes you have to tweak things a little so no one knows what your talking about. If I'm being honest I have no idea where this would get me. Please I'm begging you don't give up on me!