Bethany sat down and told me that her and Ryan used to date and that she was over it, she cared to mention that he would never date a worthless piece of trash like me. As much as I wanted to respond back to her, I just couldn't bare to think she was right and that no one would ever want to be with me. When I arrived at school I immediately ran to Ryan's locker and said "hey how's it going". Ryan responded in a weirded out way, so of course I started getting butterfly's. I didn't want to sound pushy, but I wanted it to be known by him that I was flirting and trying to get to know him. When the dry conversation was over I went to the bathroom and literally sat on the toilet thinking to myself. "What would it be like if Bethany wasn't my sister, and made my life so miserable?"
