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Luke: I'm sorry.

Rian: Yeah because a sorry will cut anything right?

Luke: Why are you being like this?

Rian: No, why are YOU being like this? Luke, after almost a month of ignoring me, you can't just talk to me just by saying sorry as if it'll immediately change everything.

Luke: Look, I'm sorry okay? I really am.

Rian: I know you are but I deserve an explanation, an acceptable reason why you purposely ignored me.

Rian: We're supposed to be bestfriends, Luke. You're like a brother to me and I..

Rian: I even thought I lost you for a moment there too and I started blaming myself again if it was my fault on why you left.

Rian: But that's okay. People always leave. That's what they always do. They say that they'll never leave, that they'll be here for me but it's ironic how those people who promised who will never leave are the first ones who ended up leaving.

Luke: wow i really hurted you im sorry

Rian: you think?

Luke: and you still got your sarcastic tongue.

Luke: Here goes your explanation.

Luke: The reason why I was out was because I can't handle distractions when it comes to my studies. I want to graduate with honors this year just so I can get to a good college.

Rian: Is that it? You could've just told me, you know? Then it would've hurt less and I'd understand. Honestly.

Luke: No, no! That wasn't just my reason. There's more.

Luke: There was a time where I did intentionally ignored you. I promise, there really was. Remember when you said you were bi and you liked this certain girl in your class? Well first of all, I'm sorry I didn't give you an advice towards that matter and it was because I didn't know what advice I should give you and it also kind of sent this weird feeling in my gut where I was hurt and I didn't knew the reason why.

Luke: This is embarrassing to confess idek haha

Rian: What? I'm just wasting my time here.

Luke: ugh

Luke: I don't want to lose you

Luke: I don't want to be replaced

Rian: Oh

Rian: Luke, you're the only person here whom I almost consider as my other half, my brother and my internet bestfriend.

Rian: I'd never replace you, I could never replace you.

Rian: I missed you so much :(

Luke: I missed you too

Rian: When can we meet ugh I hate this

Luke: ok same and dID YOU JUST SAY WHAT I THOUGHT YOU SAID

Rian: What????

Luke: You actually want to meet me???? :-D

Rian: I didn't say that hah

Luke: You sit on a throne of lies :-)

Rian: I don't lol

Rian: But yeah I'd love to meet you

Rian: But idk how

Rian: I'm pretty sure my parents won't pay my ticket to Perth just to see a "stranger"

Luke: Chill, Rian! We will soon meet, okay? Yeah, and I gotta sleep :( I have exams ugh

Rian: It's okay! It's glad to have you back, Luke :)

Luke: Night, have a great day and i love you dude

Rian: luh u too

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i'm moving so slow oK it's time to fasten things a little bit alrighty!!

ok i'm very sorry for not updating i've been busy lately and we had no wifi. anyways. i hope your Christmas went gr9 :-)