Angels Cry

Hello my names Kaida Lawrence , December 12/12/02 at 1:45pm I was kidnapped , I escaped after kept hostige for 2years.When I escaped I returned home where I live alone now, I resumed to my normal life, I dont attend any schooling anymore,so I never got a job instead I shoplift. I never get caught so Its alright.This is how it all began..

"Hey babe,

hope you had a nice sleep call me when your awake                                                                                          

Love you jontel xx"

That was my boyfriend Jon , we were together for 12months no breakups I loved him soo much he was my world, Yeah I know what aload of shit, "Hey hun , thanks for the text , what are you doing today?" "No problem and nothing im just going to be home chilling, want to come around maybe watch a movie?" " Yeah sure what times good for you?" "Umm 1:30ishh"? "Ok yep no prob""see you later" see ya , love you baby" "I love you more"

The phone call had ended, Im usually so cool about going to his house and chilling but for some reason today I feel really nervous? I put the phone down and walked up my stairs I finally got ready I wore my red tight dress , my black heels and wore my red lipstick with my silver stud earings and my curled hair. I looked like that singer cassie, I know it was a bit dressy but I really wanted to show him what I had. I jumped in my car and drove to his house, There was no traffic so what should have taken half an hour took 20mins to arrive. I parked up and just sat still, I took a deep breath and applied more lipstick to my lips. Why am i so nervous? he loves me he wouldnt hurt me, just be yourself. I gained the courage to finally knock on his door, Jon opened it and smiled from that moment I felt releaved. He picked me up and gave me a long kiss, he took me up to his bedroom I thought we were going to do it but instead he pulled out the dvd and began talking about it. I was so releaved I wasnt ready. As I laid back on his bed the movie started with that rhythm tune that makes you want to sing along , you know "DA-DA-DA" The movie began and it was a romance. That was so sweet he choose this movie. As we got into it he placed his hand on my leg and gently whispered in myear "Pass me my drink" Lol yes I thought what you were thinking too. He rubbed my leg again I replied "Would you like the popcorn now?" he smiled and whispered" Let me hold you baby" I paused was this serious was this my moment I wasnt going to be a virgin anymore? He laid me down and repeatedly kissed my neck and moved his way down to my hips. He then began to rub my leg. By now he was undoing my dress. I was so nervous but I just smiled. He grabbed my throat and faused me to lay down. "Jon what are you doing?" Hes hands got tighter "Jon, Your hurting me"  

"You come here dressed like that Im going to treat you like that, Take off your knickers" 

"What?.. look I need to go I think Im not ready for this"

"I said take of your knickers"

"  I need to go"

*BANG* 

Jon had punched me in my face, my nose began to bleed. "Jon why did you do that?"

"Your too rude dont speak to me like that"

"Look baby cant we just cuddle and watch the film?"

"I want sex , I dont want you , I never did I was using you when I was bored and Im going to use you now "

"But Jon you love me why are you saying this"

*BANG*

He leaned over onto me and shouted at me to take off my knickers, I screamed as loud as I could. 

"Since your not going to im going to have to myself" I smacked him and ran to his bedroom door I made it to the top of the stairs, my heart was pounding so loud.

He came behind me and I stared at him , So you want to go down the stairs? Well here you go

The boy I loved had push me down the stairs , I heard everything snapping as I tumbled down. When I reached the bottom I opened my eyes I had broken my arm, I saw my bone sticking out of my arm. As I looked at the front door, Jon had dragged me by hair. 

"STOP STOP STOP IT JON PLEASE PLEASE STOP!" Jon dragged me up the stairs by my hair. He plonked me onto his bed and took off my knickers. I screamed as he put his hand on my mouth and the other on my neck. He undid his trousers by now and he was inside me. In and out in and out again and again, I screamed with tears rushing down my face. I had never felt so much pain in my life. In mortal shock I just lay there as I am being raped, No motion no speech I just lay there staring at the wall. Just then *RINGRING* Jons phone is calling , this could be my way out, as he answers I scream as if I had never screamed before a deep voice replies " Is that the bitch for me"? is he talking about me? Jon replies" Yeah thats her you will have so much fun with her trust me , so how much am I getting for it"? it? I am the it? I am being sold? I have been mislead , my boyfriend is selling me for pleasure, My arm is killing and my tears run like the river thames down my face, all I remember is being 10 and living with my mother who is mad , I loved her so much. What do I do. Jon has turned his back maybe this is my only chance. I run to the bathroom and lock the door behind me. he shouts and begins to kick the door, I am panicking right now I need to think fast . I pick up the towel on the floor and wrap up my arm , I then i Ran to the window lucky theres a drain pipe. I slowly climb down with my one arm finally on the ground and outside, I have no choice but to leave my car.

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