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Chapter 6

Do you ever feel as if the one you love may never notice you...?

July 11th, 2012

Steven: Hey. She finally woke up from her coma. I am so happy. I have been thinking lately that she's the one for me. I'm thinking of asking her to marry me next month.

Me: oh I'm happy that she woke back up. And that's good. I still haven't found the one for me....

Steven: You will. He just hasnt met you get :) . Don't start getting your hopes up. Things will get better for you best friend :)

Me: Thanks if it wasn't for you I wouldn't have enough courage to Start putting myself out there.

Steven: Your pretty best friend and I hope you ain't planning on wearing make up. If a guy doesn't like you for you then he must be worth less because it's what is on the inside that counts the most. Looks don't matter. Everybody is beautiful in their own way. :)

Me: Awe your so sweet and nah I would never wear makeup. I literally hate make up. I can't stand it. It makes me look like somebody I'm obviously not. I rather be left without it because then I know the real me not the fake me.

Steven: Your perfectly right about that. Every day someone out there is applying make up on their face because they believe they are ugly. What they don't know is that they are beautiful. They shouldn't care what others say. For that matter even what guys say. I'm a guy. I would know how we are. We go around judging others.. we'll not me. But that's what we do. We tell girls that they should wear make up they look much better with it. What we really are doing is hurting them.

Me: Your so right about that. Even though you are a guy. They judge us. I would know because I'm always being judged....

Steven: Don't ever let it get to you. They tend to do it more if you start showing that it effects you. Ily best friend.

Me: I love you 2 best friend

Steven: whatcha,doing ?

Me: just laying here, talking to you hbu?

Steven: Same thing. I'm feeling lonely tbh.

Me: Why is that? You have a girlfriend?

Steven: Yeah i know. But she is back at her house and she just came outta the coma which means she needs her rest. So I can't talk to her.

Me: Oh I get what you mean now. I'm so sorry about that.

Steven: Yeah... we'll I am just going to go now. Bye best friend.

Me: Okay bye best friend.

"I barely feel like you noticed me... until you started saying all that to me. I bet you got your hopes on me finding someone. I can't believe you are gonna ask her to marry you next month. I wish you too the best of luck. I love you and I always will. Good night."

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