I have friends and family. But, inside, all I have is my intelligence and I don't even have much of that. It worried me that all fall behind and fail and lose all I have inside. It worried me that people when run past me while I'm still memorizing the times tables. It's not that I'm slow it just doesn't stick. My whole family on my mom's side struggles. But, my cousin doesn't. He gets praised for hoe smart he is while I'm struggling, doing a thousand different attivites and getting A's and B's. Why? Am I just not worth the praise? Am I stupid? Am I not metting there expectations? Or what?
It's even hard for me just to get these words out.
YOU ARE READING
life ends
Randomjust sort of a story to just say my feelings....yeah... none of the art is mine
