life ends

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Just leave already, we can tell you don't care. We warn you about the pain that will soon come but you turn your back. I held out my hand and you grabbed it. But, let go too soon, now your falling into a hole that only gets depper. So have fun with your betrayal, I don't want to hear a reason. Just go already, we don't need you. We have already forced a friend away, I'm not afraid to do it again. But, why am I the one who has to tell you to go? Why do I have to be the one that has the true smile? Why does everyone act like I can keep smiling through your punches? I've been through more than imagined. My face and words truely hide it. People say they can hide there emotions but no one asks if I'm okay when I'm being hit at all angles. I'm like glass, fragile and sharp. You act as if I'm airways okay, that I can lose what little I have. But, I can barely give up dead weight. Just protect me, don't make me the warrior.