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The ground is so hard to fall on. It hurts, it breaks everything in me. I just want to fall into a never ending sleep. I don't want to die, but to never wake from my peaceful imagination of which I'm in the center. Where I'm so important, but I don't rule the world or am feard. Just, in the center. No one would be sad, no one would be angry, hurt, mean, hateful, unknowingly abusive. A happy place I never want to leave. But, I must open my eyes and face a reality where I'm unknowingly being hurt, where I'm afraid to wake up and see that I'm forgotten and alone. That I'm worthless.

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