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Panic rampages your mind,

there is no end to the madness,

you can only try and rewind,

you cant escape this mess!

No matter how hard you try he will always be there,

you can't run away, you can't cry

there is only ever fear in the air,

you can't begin to attempt to die.

You want to end it all,

there is nothing you can do,

you begin to fall,

further you go.

deeper and deeper,

You see him when you close your eyes

you remember everything a thousand times,

how no one could hear your cries

and no one cared to tell the crimes.

You try to take back what he took,

but you can never regain what was lost,

every time you ever look,

you remember that cost.

The way he hurt you and stole what was yours,

when he took your life away,

no matter how many chores,

you can never get back to your normal ways

deeper and deeper,

You fall into depression,

there is no way to cope,

you want to end it all, all the discretion

you have no hope.

You want to end your life,

you try and try

but you never get relief

all you can truly do is cry.

Once you're a victim of rape,

there is no turning back,

there is no normal way to be whole,

you are forever broken and never know how to act,

deeper and deeper,

You fear everyone,

there is no way out,

no matter how hard you try,

you can never run far enough,

depression always finds you,

panic always destroys you,

and the memories you cant erase haunt you,

no matter how far you run,

how well you hide,

there is no escaping your mind.