Hey guys ! OMG THANKS FOR ALL THE READS ! OVER 50 !!! Don't forget to vote and fan ! Okay so now im gonna quit ranting and continue Loving Her Was Red!
{ I look back to edit a year later and dear god am I sorry. oops? }
Enjoy ,
Lexi c:
Chapter 2 : Dreams Into Dreaming
( Jade's P.O.V )
I woke up feeling oh so tierd. I wanted to go back to sleep but I couldn't.
I Thought about my dream last night. What did it mean? I wanted to tell Perrie.
I looked over and saw her bed empty. Where was she?
She was never up this early!
I looked over and saw that it was 8:30.
So I got up and started my search for my Blonde friend.
What did I just say my? I had no idea what my feelings were at this point.
"Your up early." I said
"Yeah , I got hungry" Perrie said
"So what are you doing today ?" I said
"Going out with zayn.Why ? "
I shook my head.
Let's just face the fact that she would never love me.
I was fat ugly and she deserved better than me.
Everyone did.
I just felt so worthless. Nothing will ever change that. No one loved me.
I was Jade.
I wasn't Perrie Jesy or Leigh.
I couldn't sing.
Why I tried out for the x-factor I didn't know. But I got this Far, and I'm so glad we won.
"Whatcha thinkin about ?" Perrie said
"You!" I said and then quickly covered my mouth.
"What!"she said surprised
"Nothing ." I said
Then, I ran away, out the door and ran as fast as I could. I can't believe how stupid I am.
That just screams oh hey look, I'm actually in love with you!
Well, At the end of day your another day older. I hid in the woods all day. Until it became dark. I started to walk home when I suddenly hit the ground. I tried to open my eyes but couldn't.
"Your worthless jade." A dark voice said.
I tried to speak but nothing came out. Suddenly I felt cold.
"HELP! "Managed to get out.
"Haha! You'll never get out." A voice said.
Wait, I knew that voice. Perrie.
"What? Perrie? I thought we're best friends?
Please tell me this is just a dream and I'll wake up and all of this will never exist.
"If only you didn't Love me." Perrie laughed evily.
"H-How did you know that?" I said, stuttering.
Then, I awoke.
I looked around only to see Perrie? I thought she hated me.What's going on?
"Oh my god, she's awake, she heard me!!" She screams while running to tell a nurse.
Then 10 doctors come running towards me.
I was confused.
What was happening?
Why was my head pounding?
Why was I in the hospital ?
But the only thing my voice seemed to say was "I'm cold."
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Loving Her Was Red ( jerrie fanfiction )
FanfictionJade Thirlwall has a secret; she's in love with her band mate, Perrie. But as it goes; everyone has their secrets in past and present. Whilst Jade tries to figure out how to deal with things in life and confess her love to Perrie, Perrie's strugglin...