Sedate The Mental //Larry Stylinson//

Chapter 12

*Louis*

Previously:

"That's not what I meant!" He reaches over and pulls me into his arms. "And that's not true." He whispers in my ear, causing chills to run down my spine. I shiver and inch away. Harry grabs my wrist and pulls me back to him. He kisses my hand and glances up at me with those beautiful green eyes. The ones that turn black when he's mad...

"I want you." He says softly.

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"W-What?" I stammer. Harry rolls his eyes.

"Louis, you should have known that I liked you ever since I met you. Why do you think I never left you alone?" I look away.

"I thought you wanted me dead." I whisper. Harry sighs.

"I don't know what I want really. I wanted to kill you, but now I'm not sure. I can't help but want you Louis." I flinch back. Harry frowns. "You don't have to be afraid of me."

"Yes I do." I sniffle. "You'll h-hurt m-me!" I inch back some more until my back hits the headboard. Harry reaches out for me, but I flinch away.

"No I won't." He says with another frown. I suddenly break down in tears. This is all just too much for me.

You should kill yourself the first chance you get. You're fat, ugly and worthless. Harry doesn't really love you. He's just gonna use you and then get rid of you. Like all of the others. Don't think you're gonna be special, Louis. Because you're not.

No stop! Go away!

Never. We'll haunt you until it's over. Until you go where you belong. Well, you're already there, aren't you? H#ll.

I'M IN H#LL?!

Of course you are. And you're never coming out. Because Harry's gonna keep you here until it's all over. Until you're a goner, like the rest.

I shudder at the words. At the voices, going through my head. Naming my deaths, and my future. My future as either a rotting body, a slave of Harry, a meal for Harry, etc.

"Louis, please trust me." Harry begs. He's still holding my hand, I realise. I pull my hand back immediately.

Go ahead. Trust him Louis.

No.

"No." I whisper, tears streaming down my face. I then start to sob uncontrollably. Harry wraps his arms around me, pulling me against his chest.

"Don't be like this, Lou." He whispers in my ear, causing me to shiver from his cool breath. "Please."

"B-But you'll h-hurt me." I say again, like the first time I had said it wasn't clear enough for him. He shakes his head.

"Louis, you don't know what I'll do, ok? You should know....that you're different for me." I flinch. Yeah, I'm either his blood bag, or a sleeping-in-bed bag. He kisses the top of my head. "Just don't be so afraid, ok? You'll stress yourself out."  I try to take a deep breath, but I don't think that's possible.

*Harry*

You're the reason he's stressing out, Harry.

I know.

If you kill him now, you won't need to worry about another worthless human.

He's not worthless.

Yes he is. And he's fat and ugly. You shouldn't like him at all Harry. Besides, you're a strong demon, Satan. Once your father became Lucifer two years ago.

I know that.

Yes, and how do you think your Dad will feel about you being in love with a human?

I don't respond to the voice and in my head. They're right. Dad won't like it. No one will.

You're a demon, Harry. You're strong and powerful. Louis is weak and helpless. Don't let the worthless thing ruin you. You are Satan. Now all you have to do is start acting like it.

You're right. I am more powerful than him. I'm sure if I just get rid of him sooner, then I'll be able to get back to the normal me, right?

Of course! That's the spirit.

Good then. I'll do it soon. Now, actually. I need to kill Louis. I have to. Or I may end up falling in love.

A.N. -clears voice- So I'm just gonna run before you all kill me. No worries, ok. Next chapter will be good. (Hint hint wink wink nudge nudge). ;D Please vote and comment! I f'n love you guys sooooo much. O.o Byyyyeee! :) xx

~Nia~ :D