"I'm Fine"(Usually Means I'm Really Not I Just Don't Want You to Worry About Me)

Acknowledgements-

I want to thank countrynerd37, avelasco17, and Cassie for being huge supporters of not only this story, but all of my writing pieces. I want to thank music, countrynerd37, Hope, avelasco17, Cassie, Jenna and sunshinegirlr5 for helping me through everything. I also want to thank avelasco17 again for showing me this website.

My thoughts-

Alixx is kind of a reflection of myself, in a way. I have been through divorce, bullying and losing a close friend. No he didn't die, he moved but I haven't heard from him or seen him in 6 or 7 months but finally saw him 7-5-13 ♥. The divorce I went through wasn't as brutal as Alixx's,but it was just as depressing. I actually wanted to kill myself ︶︿︶

How i came to thought with the story and title-

I was in Florida moving my dad and I realized I was gong to have to leave soon. I don't live anywhere near Florida, and it came to my attention that everyone says that they are fine when they really aren't, people say "I'm fine" when they just dont want you to worry about them. I realize it is okay not to be okay. My dad asked me the day I left if I was okay, and I said no. My message through this book is supposed to hopefully be a kind of relatable story with a message saying its okay to not be okay. It's supposed to say that when someone says they're "fine" look into their eyes and say I know you're not, and help them. Not just say okay and walk away from the situation. I have said I'm fine when I wasn't okay. It's okay to cry, it's okay to feel down, it's okay to not get up right away when you fall.

My story (short style)-

I've been through loads of crap. Parents were never together, bullying, divorce, close friend moving, threats (but i guess that goes into bullying). So I want to say you aren't alone. I have been suicidal, I have cried myself to sleep for long periods of time... but it DOES get better. It wont right away, sometimes it takes a long time, but it does get better. Never give in, never give up, stay strong <3

Thank you for-

■Reading my book

■Caring enough to read all this crap i put up cause I was bored and had nothing better to do

■(in advance if you do, not saying you have to) voting, commenting and what not

■ ←←←←←←← Random extra bullet!!!!!!!!

⊙ BULLS EYE!!!!

>"< ITS A CAT

;^) it. has. A FREAKING NOSE!!!!

Okay I'm done now XD ˚_˚‖

I do not promote suicide in anyway. This is just a story of bullying, divorce, etc and its outcomes. I have never attempted suicide, this is not a biography or autobiography of anyone. I realize this topic is very triggering. Copyright 2013. My book my thoughts, my ideas. Please do not take credit of any of this.