~flashback~
The way he acted around me made me feel special, like I was wanted. He made me smile when I was down, an laugh over the stupidest stuff. He thinks I have no clue what he is doing. I know he just wants to play me like he plays every other girl he has talked to.
When I'm with him, I feel happy and like my problems have disappeared. I know he's not the one for me, but i wish he was. Now that he has played with my heart and knows that I care he decides to ignore me.
I hope one day he feels the pain that I feel over him right now. I can't trust myself around him, cause I know I will be a stupid girl and try to be the same way I use to with him. I'm sorry that I believe sex after marriage is the right way to go. I'm not just going to sit around waiting for him to feel the same way I do about him.
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I know it's short...it's just a little taste of one of my firsts. Like or comment if you want!(:
