To: JIMIN

Love is Pain

To: Jimin (151206)

Ever loved someone to the point that it hurt so much?

I have that kind of love.

Loving someone that you haven't met. You only see him on HD photos and videos that you wish you were there with him. Doesn't know you exist in the same world that he is in. Doesn't know your name, or even care if you have hopelessly fallen for him and he isn't there to catch you.

It's ridiculous. A pathetic idea. But not entirely impossible.

Apparently, there's a very very small probability that it will happen. But I guess, I'm one of those unlucky ones to be part of that probability.

People come and go into our lives. Some may say they love you and one day, you'll be just driven to one side and call you a memory. But you'll never be a memory for me. You'll be my thought from the day I loved you, to this day, and until my last breath.

They say heart is the most fragile thing in the world. To give it so carelessly to you, you should have known that I have deep affection for you.

I know loving you is a tough one. It will be a journey filled with tears and aches but to think it's worth it for the smiles and inspiration, the color you have given to my life.

If my heart was to be broken by you. It's okay. It's yours to be broken anyway.

Time will come, when I'll be just a mere name in a slab of marble, or a whisper in someone's lips, always remember, that you always hold a part of my heart, or maybe the whole of it.

Loving you for infinity doesn't do justice to the way my heart is aching.

If I have one shot with fate, I'll make sure to let you feel that I haven't loved you any less.

'Till the day I die, your name will be engraved on my lips.

I love you, and believe me, I do.

Love, Khlaire.