Never Leave Me Again (Completed)

Chapter 38 - Drama

*Younghae's pov *

Crazy because of Jungkook.
Crazy in love.

Is my love really important for him? Or am I just used as distraction?

Is my love for him strong enough to hide his mistakes?
Do I feel like I belong to him?

Or are it all mixed feelings?

It's the second time he hung out with Jung-Hae.

And every time again, it left scars behind in my mind.

Actually I was done with it.
I don't want it anymore.
I'm so done with this.

At first I thought that love was it all.
But I guess I was wrong back then.

Maybe you don't need love.
Maybe you don't need a person.

Let's try to survive without..

"Kookie.. I'm sorry.. But let's end it all.." I cried softly.

* Jungkook's pov *

My heart sunk.
My heart broke.
My heart was teared apart.
My mind was exploding.
My mind was crying.

What did she said?

It's all over, it's all done..
After all those months of sharing and caring, she made an end.

She made an end to our relationship.

What should I say?!
She is the one who I love, my most precious girl in this world.

You're my daily happiness.
You make me feel alive.

"No, what did you just said??" I looked at her, feeling hopeless.

I felt like drowning in an ocean of sadness, in an ocean of loneliness.

Even before Younghae could answer, Jimin hyung stood up and walked outside, V hyung followed him too.

Probably they just couldn't see this happening.

"I....I....I w-want to break up, with you....." Younghae answered softly and cried again.
She covered her face with her hands, and tried to wipe away her own tears.

I used to wiped away her tears.

Why are breakups so difficult to say?
Why are people breaking up, if it hurts themselves?

I don't want to force someone to love me, I really don't want to..

"It's just that things don't go like they should.... and you also know that Jimin hyung liked me.... But instead of being with him I was with you.. Maybe things were different if I was with hi- Never mind.. Never mind" She stopped herself.

Does she perhaps regretting dating me?

"Oh okay.. If you really want to make an end to our relationship, then we should.. I don't want to hurt you..
Just remember that I love you.. till whenever" I responded and gave her the last kiss.

"It will be difficult of course, because we live in the same house. But it is what it is. I'll be fine.. I guess. But if you don't mind, I want walk around outside .. refreshing my mind" I assumed.

She nodded softly.

I smiled widely to her, and closed the door behind me.

I pretended like I was fine.
I smiled like I was fine.
But actually it was all acted.