°Bianca Alice Parker
I woke up on Saturday morning and stayed in bed for awhile. I had nothing planned and I still haven't heard from Emma or Kendall and when I planned in stopping by no one was home.
I missed them. I slick missed Nate. We haven't spoken since our argument during detention.
I got out of bed and gathered the necessities to take a shower. My room had its own bathroom and walk in closet. I liked the room and I kinda liked being here.
I took a warm shower and washed my long hair. I kinda wanted to dye it all black. My hair was hanging from my shoulders so I blow dried it, brushed it and put in a bun. I never wore make up because I think my skin was pretty nice looking. I used a facial cleanser and pat dried it. After drying my body I put on a sports bra with some underwear. I got a pair of black joggers and my adidas jacket and went downstairs. My step uncle was watching TV and I walked into the kitchen.
"Alice" He called out
"Yes" I replied
"I knew it was you, those two are never awake at this time" He slightly chuckled as he said that "They'll be up in an hour or more" He stood up and approached me in the kitchen . "You've really grown since the last time I saw you." He took in my looks. I began to grow uncomfortable so I shifted towards the living room.
"I'm going for a walk later" I stated as I plopped down on the couch. I planned to walk to Emma's house and see what the deal was.
"Okay" He said sitting down.
One thing I wanted to do so badly but I knew I couldn't was forget about Nate. I didn't know him that well but I knew every detail about him, and sometimes it confuses me. I didn't understand what I did wrong, but I do understand that it was wrong. I wanted to apologize and give him a hug. I know that sounds weird but I did. I didn't miss him as much as I felt guilty about everything. I wanted to talk to him, hear his voice, something. He wasn't someone that gets pissed off easily and to know I've caused someone that type of sadness makes me disappointed in myself.
I stood up and ran upstairs heading towards my room.
Once inside I closed the door, I still couldn't get over how large it was. My room at my house was pretty big but this was huge.
I heard a knock on my room door. "Come in" I called. It was Mary. Her hair was in a bun and she had on no make up. She was actually kinda pretty without make-up.
"Hey" She said as she shut the door behind her. "We should talk" She sat at the desk and turned the chair facing me.
"About what?" I asked looking at her brown eyes.
"The Kaitlyn thing."
