Gate of My Dream,Chapter 1

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It was a usual Friday afternoon.I got home from school at 2 pm.I threw my bag to the corner,took off my bracelets and changed my clothes to comfortable ones.I put my cap on,and I went out to the kitchen.I was looking for some food,I opened every cupboard twice,to be sure:There's not much to eat...Then I opened the fridge,where I found some butter and ham,and I picked up a pepper.I threw two slices of bread to a tray and made a sandwich.I walked back to the room,hopped down on my bed and switched on the TV.I picked up my phone and bite in my food.I looked up my Facebook,I had 10 notifications...I was slowly scrolling down.I saw that xy liked my status and stuff like that.But the last was interesting...I had a message,too. - Who da hell?!...I clicked and I saw this was from an Three Days Grace Fanpage!It said I won a VIP ticket for the next show.My eyes widened,my heart started to pound,and I suddenly dropped the tray.I read the message 4 times.I couldn't believe it! - Me?! I won?Soooo stop for a minute!That means...I'll see the man!Adam Gontier!And the guys also!In a live concert...Oh wait!A VIP ticket?! So,I'll go to the backstage!!OH....MY....GOD...I nearly fainted,when I realized that's real.I jumped up and rushed to my parents' room.I was screaming of joy,I told(screamed) them I won and I'll go to a concert this weekend.Their reaction was not really what I expected...: - Ooh,that's all nice and stuff...but you didn't really think you'll go by yourself?!-Mom said.-Nope,I just don't know.I haven't think about this...But will you take me there?Because I won one ticket,so just I'll go inside,but will you take me?-I said with puppy-eyes.-Yeah,sure Dad will take you!-Ahh thanks,Mom!-I smiled.

I rushed to my Grandma's room and told her the cause of my screaming.She was happy,too,even she didn't really know TDG...But anyways..The show is on Saturday and Sunday,so it's two days to see my hero,the lead singer.I really love Adam.I have never met him,but he helped me through my hard times,and he means so much to me.I listen to his voice everyday,I can't wake up without listening to their songs.That'll be my great day,when I can see him and the band.Maybe if I'm lucky,I could take a photo with them or just ask them for autograph me a poster.That'll be already a dream if I see them.I walked back to my room with a big smile on my face.I sat down and I wrote a message to my best friend.She called me and we talked an half hour!She was happy,too.She isn't really a fan of them,but she likes their music.My mum was shouting from the other room,'cause she knew that I've been phoning for nearly an hour,so I had to put it down.I laid down on my bed and I was staring at the ceiling.I was thinking and smiling.How will he look like?Are the guys kind?Will he take a photo with me?-I wondered.I was tired of this day,I fell asleep easily...My Mom woke me up at 12 pm,'cuz I had to go and have a shower...I was dog-tired,but I had to go.I don't remeber anything of these 15 minutes...I don't know how could I do this,but it's okay.Now I was happy about the things are happening fast,because tomorrow will come sooner.I got out of the bathroom at half past 1,and slowly shuffled to my room.I hopped down and I was fast asleep..Dreaming about tomorrow..

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I woke up at 1 pm.So,yeah,I slept so much.I needed it,beacuse if I don't sleep enough I'll act like a zombie...and that's not good if I'm gonna meet Three Days Grace.I stood up and went to my wardrobe to choose some clothes.-The show starts at 6 pm, so I have 5 hours.That's enough.-I thought.I changed and went to the kitchen,ate some toast and helped my grandma with the dinner.I set the table and helped her getting ready.The family were sitting there,and eating together,chatting,laughing,like a good family.After the delicious dinner I washed up and cleaned the table.It was 4 pm when I finished the washing up.-Okay,now I'll go and choose my clothes,straighten my hair,and put my things together.I have an hour,I want to go at 5 o'clock.My ticket is for the front row,so I'll hurry to take the best place.I was standing in front of my wardrobe and throwing clothes behind myself,to the floor.I was throwing for an half hour,and then I found the right outfit.I put on my favourite purple skinny pants,my  long,black TDG t-shirt and black shoes.I went to the bathroom and straightened my hair,I made it to my original wind-blown style(my parents call it dishevelled and messy...),I put on my earrings and with that I was ready.I picked up my phone,a poster,and a letter,which was addressed to Adam.Yeah,I did this,I wrote a letter to him.Perhaps,he won't read it,but it worths a try.I put these things to my bag and I threw it on my shoulder.My Dad was waiting in the door,and hurrying me.I ran down the stairway and then I went outside and we got in the car.We arrived about 15-20 minutes later.It was a club,some lights were leaking from inside.-Be careful,daughter!Have fun,and if the concert ended,call me,I'll come!Bye!-said Dad.-Okay,thanks!Bye!- I kissed his cheek.I jumped out of the car and I started to walk to the entrace.I looked back and waved to Dad.As I turned back and continued walking,I saw two strong,tall black guard men standing next to the door.-Helo!Here's my ticket!-I said to the guards.-It's ok,have fun!-they said.I went inside,and I was frozen:The place was so big,and awesome.There were people standing in smaller groups of friends,I guess,and drinking some coctails and beverages.I saw the band's equipment on the stage,which was pretty close to the place where I'll stand.The light was a bit purple-ish,I liked it.Some low music was on,probably to pump the crowd up.I saw a free table,so I sat down.-There's an hour left 'til the show starts...-I thought.-Oh,a minute!I've got a VIP pass,which means I can go to the backstage after the show!-came to my mind.I was wondering,what if I can go behind the stage,before the show,too?! I stood up and looked for the backstage entrace.After a couple of minutes I saw a black door with a label on it:"BACKSTAGE" . There was another strong man standing next to the door,with a straight face.-Wow,these guardians are a bit scary...-flashed through my mind.I walked to him and asked:-Helo,I just wanted to ask,uhmm..I've got a VIP pass,and as I know,that means I can go to the backstage.But I don't know much about it,so when can I go?-I asked shyly.-Hi,you can go before and after the concert,too.Do you wanna go now?-asked the man.-Yeah,sure,thanks for helping!The man opened the door and stepped aside to let me in.I slowly walked,and he closed the door behind me.There was a long hallway with doors on both sides.There were papers on the doors,which said what is inside.As I was walking,another man came to me,and helped me where to go.He followed me to the end of the hallway.I was reading the papers on the doors.There were several labels on them:"MAKEUP,DRESSING ROOM,SOUND TECHINCS".After these,I saw the one I needed:"THREE DAYS GRACE DRESSING ROOM"-Here you are,the guys are inside,just knock!-said the man and smiled.-Thanks,Bye!-I replied.I was standing in the door of my dream...Now,just a door separates me from my favourite band...I took a deep breath,and I raised my hand to knock,but I 've just blown the deep breath out...-Oh,girl,that's just a knock,what will you do inside?!-I asked to myself.I raised my hand again,and I finally knocked.-Come in!-said a voice.I pressed down the doorknob,and shyly walked in.They were relaxing there.Barry and Brad were sitting in the couch and jamming together,Neil was doing some streching,and Adam was....shirtless!-Hi Guys,I've got a VIP pass,that's why I'm here.-I said with a surprised face.Adam looked pretty good without T-shirt.He was muscular,and.....hot...-Helo,what's your name,how 'ya doin'?-asked Neil.-Uhmm,gosh,I'm sorry!-said Adam and he blushed and turned away.I think he saw that I couldn't take my eyes off him...-Uhm,I'm fine,I'm Sandy,I'm really happy to be there!And you guys?-I asked.-Yeah,we're fine,too.We're jamming a little to get pumped up for the show.-said Barry,ponting to Brad and himself.-I have to stretch before we get on stage.-Ah,yep,that's important.-I replied to Neil.-And Adam....he is Adam..-said Neil laughing.Barry and Brad chuckled,too.I giggled.Adam put on a T-shirt and  turned back to my direction.-Oh,I just didn't expect any guests...-said Adz.-I understand,I'm sorry.-I said with a little dissapointment in my voice.I turned to the door to go out,but a raspy voice said:-Noo,don't go away,I did not mean that!-he said softly.-Yeah,stay girl!Come and sit down!-said Neil friendly.I slowly started to walk towards the couch to sit down.The guys were already sitting there,so there was not a big space.I looked at the guys,and I said:-I'll stand there,there's no space,it's okay.-Noo,we'll sit closer,you can take a seat!-said Brad.They sat closer to each other,but these 4 guys were too hunk to sit in a small place,but anyways,that was a cute gesture.-Oh no,sadly there's no space there...except if you sit in Adam's lap...-grinned Neil.I looked at Adam,and he was smiling,too.-Nope,but thanks!-I blushed...I stood next to Adam,and finally I sat down on the handrail,next to Adam.Yes,I wanted to sit in Adz' lap,but that would be embarrassing if I accept the offer...Adam was so close to me,I felt his body leaning to me.As we were chatting,and laughing together,it felt like we've been friends for so long,but we just met!I really enjoyed this time with the guys,I heard new things about them,and I started to know them personally.Barry is quiet,but also kind.He doesn't talk too much,but he is funny,and friendly.He is the "daddy" of TDG."Daddy Grace".Neil is the main funnyman,he always says what he thinks.He was so friendly and kind to me.Brad is also kind,but he is quiet,like Barry.They have got similar personallity,as I saw.Adam was really funny,and cute,he seems a caring person.They love each other,as I saw them,they are like brothers.I like them all.We've been talking for an hour,and in the end,I felt a strong arm gently smoothing my back.I turned to Adam,and he looked up on me,and smiled.It was strange,but I loved it!After a while,a crew-man came in,and said:-It's time,there's 10 minutes left 'til the start!-and he closed the door.-I stood up to say goodbye to the guys,when Adz was smoothing down my back,he almost touched my butt...-So,I have to go now...Thank You So Much Guys,for letting me in,and thank you for this incredible time!-I smiled at them.I turned to the door,but Neil said:No hugs?!-asked.-Uhm,yeah,sorry and uhm..thanks...!I went back to them and hugged Barry first.Then Brad,too who is really short but strong.Neil was joking around,I liked him.He gave me a warm hug,it felt good.When I went to Adam,I was shy,but when I looked at him,he stepped closer,and hugged me tightly.He leaned close to my ear:-See you later,bye darling!-whispered in a soft voice.-Bye guys,see you on the stage!-I said smiling.I opened the door and went outside.I slowly closed it and smiled.I was as happy as I could jump around in the hallway screaming:"I met them,and hugged them awwwhhh!" ,but I didn't,because there were too many pepople in the hallway,they would think I'm an idiot...So I was quietly happy in myself...I loved the way Adam treated me..It was lovely!I was walking towards the familiar black door,which I used to come in.I went back to the club,and there were much more people than before.They were standing everywhere,and the entrace doors were closed.I walked to my place in the front row,and I thought I will have a nice view to the band.Especially,to Adz...He'll be close to me..So close.There's only 2 minutes left...The lights went down,the whole club was silent,I could only hear the people whispering around me.Then people were standing closer around me,the place was full.I heard the kickdrums beating,and as I heard it was the rythm of Animal I Have Become.The lights were on,I could see Neil smiling behind the drums.Next I started to hear the guitar and the bass,now,I was sure the first song will be what I expected.Then Adam ran into the front of the stage,behind his mic stand.He looked at the crowd,and greeted them.When he was lookind around the stage,he looked at me and ogled at me.(I couldn't believe it!!!)I smiled at him friendly.The crowd around me was bouncing along the whole concert.I was never that type who jumps and shouts,but tonight I was different...These things,which has happened to me tonight,in the last few hours,are still unbelievable.This caused my happiness,that's why I was totally crazy.I smiled,shouted,jumped,so I've done everything what I originally wouldn't...The next songs were,Riot,The Good Life,Gone Forever,Last To Know,Never Too Late,Get Out Alive,Over and Over,and the last song was Lost In You.That was the most incredible night of my life.The last song came,Lost In You.Before they started to play it,Adam talked a little:-Heeeyy Guys!This night was freaking amazing,you guys are a fricking good crowd!And......*he took a deep breath*...here comes the last song.....it's Lost In You!I'd like to dedicate it to a girl...a little girl...Sandy...She's awesoooome!-he said,and gave me a quick glance.People around me were looking at each others,and turning,trying to find that "Sandy".I was thinking along the song,I enjoyed it...:-He just said I'm an awesome little girl...and he dedicates a song to me,and this song is a love song..What if he...uhmm...maybe..he likes me?!Nope...I'm 14...he is 24...There are beautiful girls,why would he like me?!..I'm a fool,but anyways,that was cute...I looked up to the stage and smiled at him.They put the guitars down,Neil stood up,and they threw some picks to the crowd.I caught Adam's and Brad's.A dream came true:I got two picks,I hugged them,I talked to them,I saw them!-Oh!!My!!God!!The VIP pass...!I can go to the backstage again..maybe...I hope.They came out to the crowd and gave autographs and they took photos with the fans.I stuck in the middle of the big crowd.Everyone was intruding,trying so hard to get close to them.They were pushing me hardly,I suddenly fell down.I felt some people rushing through me...I tried to stand up,but I could't,there were too many people around me.Adz saw that someone is on the ground and he started to break through the crowd to help the poor victim.He was pulling people away,I saw him coming towards me.When he saw me laying on the ground,I saw the fright on his face.He ran to me and helped me to stand up.I felt his strong hands around my waist,and his whole body was pressed against my back.I felt he panted,and he was holding me tight.He helped me to go to a safe place,so he took me to the dressing room.The guys saw what happened,but they had to stay with the fans.He didn't let me go,he was holding me at the entire time.I sat down on the couch,I was scared because of what happened.Adam sat down next to me and asked:-Are you okay?Are you in pain?-he asked worrying.-Yeah,I'm fine,but my arm and my back hurts...I've got a little headache,too..-I said.-Shit,I didn't look after you..It's my fault...-said Adz with guilt in his voice.-What the hell?!-I started.-Why the hell would it be your fault??!!-I asked him.-I...ahh...you're just young,and little..and..I felt like it'd be my role.-he said shyly.-But....why??We just met,we don't really know each other!-I said confused.-Yeah,but...I...just.......It doesn't matter how long have I known you....All that matter is...I like you!-burst out of him.As I saw,he wasn't sure he wanted to tell me...but he did.I was really surprised.I didn't expect that...I just...didn't know what to say.He was walking nervously up-and down in the room.Until now.He came to the couch,and sat down next to me.He looked at my hand and he took it.He was drawing circles on my hand with his thumb.I leaned closer to him,and hugged him:-Thank You!I love you so much!-I said.He hugged me very thightly.My heart was pounding,I couldn't breathe.-It must be a dream!-I thought out loud.-Why?-he laughed.-It's jut...you know.My he......-I started,but someone cut me....-Hi,Sandy,are you okay?-asked Neil while they were coming in.Adam suddenly let my hand and looked up to the guys.-What are you doing?-Brad continued asking.-I'm okay Neil,thanks for asking.-And...uhm...We are just talking...-said Adam embarrassed.I turned to him,and lookeed at him in the eyes.He gave me that "I hope you understood" -look,so I didn't say anything.It seemt he didn't want the guys to know about us...There's nothing really between us...but the fact,we like each other...The guys were talking about how nice were the fans outside...I looked at my phone...It was 10 o'clock...-Oh Gosh!Jesus,it's so late!Uhm,sorry guys,I must go!Uhm,can we take a photo?-I asked them.-Yeah,sure,come here!-said Neil.They stood together,I was in the middle.Adam suddenly pushed Brad away from me,and he stood next to me.A crew guy took the photo,and I took another one with just Adz.We stood together and at first he just smiled,but when Neil said:-Say,cheeeseeee!,Adam turned his head,and kissed my cheeks.I smiled brightly,and I rested my arm on Adz' waist.He started to tickle me,and I laughed so hard.-Stoooop,pleaseee Adz!!-I shouted.He was laughing,too.I tickled him back...I thought it wouldn't work,but it did!The guys were laughing,too.-The time!-came to my mind.-Ah,where's my bag?!Shit,I think I lost it...-I said dissapointed.-No,you left it here when you went back...-said Adam.-Ok,thanks!Thank you so much for having me there,and being this kind to me!Bye guys!-I said happily.I pulled down the doorknob,and closed the door behind me.I was running on the hallway,I opened the door quickly.I rushed outside the club and I wanted to call my Dad,but he was already there.I got in the car,an he asked how was it,and I told him I enjoyed,and it was good and stuff.I was really tired,when we got home,I just quickly told my Mom and Grandma,that it was good and anything,all I wanted was  sleeping.I went to my room,and I just threw my bag and I hopped to my bed.I didn't remember anything,I was fast asleep...Dreaming...about Adam...

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So guys,this is the first chapter!What do you think?

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