Cherry here~
I've been feeling down lately and I kept thinking too much and I wanted to know something from all of you guys.
Do you guys care for my well being? Am I needed here?
What's wrong with me?
How can I improve to be that person that everyone loves? I strive to please my followers with laughter, make new friends, and be happy.
But, I feel like I'm getting false love.
When some of you say, "I love you~", I feel like some of you don't even mean it. Like, you're just saying it so I can stop bothering you or so you can ignore me.
I feel like I let people down too much, with my stupid remarks and comments. I try explaining something to someone, but they either lash out at me or they brush me off like I'm nothing to you.
Why do I sound like I'm happy all of the time? Because I don't want to disappoint. But I do, no matter what I do, is how I feel.
So, I ask you once more, am I needed here? What's wrong with me? What can I do to be a better person?
And I beg of you, answer honestly.
~ Cherry #SandwichEmpire