The next day
I wake of to the noises of what I suppose my mom having sex with some random person. All I can think is what a slut, no wonder everyone hates me I come from her…It makes me feel almost useless. It’s not that I hate her it’s just, lets say complicated. Well lets get off that subject….
Off to my mourning duties, I take a quick, cold shower. Pick out my outfit, supper skinny black jeans and a Jeffree Star “It’s only gay if you swallow“ blue T-shirt. I then apply a large amount of black eyeliner and wing the edges a little , also put a small streak of dark blue above the black “Gotta look good for the bitches” I whispered and chuckle to myself. Then to tackle this mess of a broom I call hair, I straighten then tease all the layers. Oh how I love my black, choppy hair! ^_^
Last off, I grab my BVB bag and head to school, on my way I see a boy that looks rillllly hot….He had on a pair of what looked like cut up girls jeans ,hey if they look fits.,. and a old school Kiss shirt. I stared for a while, he made me feel giddy, until he looked over. Blushing bright red I started to walk faster to school. Once he was out of sight I sighed “Nice going dumb ass.”
“Hi there” someone said from behind me, my heart nearly stopped. Hoping it wasn’t one of the jack asses I slowly turned around, it came to me once looked at him. Shit it was the cute boy I was staring at xD yay….he said “Hi“!!!! “Were you starring at me back there?” I simply awmserd yes, hoping he wouldn’t be mad or hurt me.
He then proceed to smile and introduce himself. “Sorry I’m being rude, my name is Scar. May I ask yours?” “Hi Scar, my names Lashes” I said calmly. ”What a…hmmm unique name” He spoke laughing lightly. “ya, I guess so. Haha”
So…Scar, where are you heading this horrible morning? “To school, I just moved here to Ohio from California, it’s very cold here is it always like that? He talked to me like we had been friends for years, h-he made me almost feel normal. I guess he caught me thinking or maybe looking off into space, because he asked if I was ok. I said ya and went on to question him about himself.
I figured out he loved almost the same exact bands as me, so simply hard rock…and maybe a few splurges of weird techno such as botdf &Jeffree star. I was slowly learning a lot about him, he was so interesting and seemed to be a very friendly person. I was scared that as soon as we got to school and he figured out I was a social outcast he would leave like all the others. Would he….?
Well I’ll figure it out sooner than later, as soon as we approached the steps Jeff and the other jocks looked my way. They started walking over and Scar asked if we were friends, I said “Not in the typical way.” I looked over and they were real close whispering in hushed tones, I hoped not about me. I took Scars arm and tried to herd us away as fast as possible.
I was so scared they were going to hurt Scar… I wont let that happen I whispered to myself, Scar caught it and asked what wont I let happen? Noting just stick with me for a while ok, they like to pick on the kids that are “different” he just frowned and said I know what you mean.
Once we escaped the jocks and cheerleaders, I think, we head to the office to grab his schedule, I looked at it and we have the exact same classes….Awesome I said. He asked me “What”. I said we have the same classes!!!!!! I can only hope things are starting to get better, maybe I finally found a friend…..more than that?
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Shadow boy (BoyXBoy)
Teen FictionLashes, the extreamly cute, shy, emo boy. Everybody has secreats...but some have more than others. The problem is, he goes to a school full of judgemental, horrible people know one of his bigest secrets. He's gay. This school is horrible to him, bul...