Shadow boy (BoyXBoy)

Stolen kisses

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The hospital

ASHES POV

As we neared the emergency room entrance they took lashes away from my grasp and pushed me back. I don’t know what’s happing or how to help him, I’m going to have a break down! They need to hurry, please hurry “Stop being such a pussy Ashes, you know what I’ll do to you if you keep this on! You stupid boy, I should have killed you when you were a born!” My mothers screaming memory came into my mind, she’s was right, I should have been killed…..should be dead.

I let this happen to Lash I should have been there! This is all my fault, it should have been me….I wish I could take it all back and just have acted normal. I could have got him to open up….tell me things maybe have kept him safe. I start to take deep breaths to try and calm down, just shut out the thoughts…for now. I need to be here for Lashes, maybe he would like it if I started calling him Lash. I never thought how close our names are until now, the only difference is the L.

Forget about that! He could be dieing and your thinking about names?! What is wrong with me….I’m just to fucked up for this world. By this time I’m starting to get tired, so I just try to rest my eyes I don’t want to sleep but I can feel myself being pulled into the darkness.

I am awoken by a nurse with a nametag that reads Clary, she hands me a clipboard and asks if I know anything to write it down. She also informs me that Lashes parents have been put in jail for the night and will see the judge when Lash is able to testify, or make a statement. But most important he will be put in foster care if he doesn’t have any other family, maybe he can stay with me?

Just as I’m thinking this I get a call from my step mom, “Shit she’s going to be so pissed” I whisper. I press the answer button and walk into an empty hallway for a moment to talk. “Where the fuck are you Ash? Me and your father are worried sick!” “Look, I’m very sorry. But at the moment my friend is in the hostbitle, I have to stay with him….I don’t even know if he’s ok!” At this point I’m now breaking down and crying. “Baby it’s ok, were going to be there soon wait in his room or by the door for us ok?” “Ok I love you, bye” I say quickly and rush to fill out the papers.

I hand the lady at the front desk the clipboard and forms, and ask if I can see Lash yet. She responds yes and leads us(My parents finally arrived) down the seemingly never ending white hallways. I’m so nervous to see him and make sure he’s ok I am shaking. My step mother puts her hand on my shoulder and says “Don’t worry Ashes he will be ok…you like him don’t you ash?” This takes me by surprise

“Yes….but he wont like mw…he just likes me as a friend. Maybe not even that anymore.” She just looks at me with a worried expression “I can read your faces Ash, this was not your fault!” “But I did it agine! I do it every time anyone tries to get close!” Closing my eyes I let out a shaky breath, “Darling it’s going to be ok, I’ll give you two some alone time, Ok?”

I smiled hastily at my step mother just as the nurse announced we had came to the right room. She suggested that only one of us go in at a time. I started to go into the room, it was bleak….nothing but white. Except Lashes pale and fragile body with tubes sticking out of him. He looked like a harmed angle, who would want to hurt someone this beautiful? I started to walk closer to him so I could take it all in, the horror of it.

Looking at his hair, the deep rich black and purple bangs. The only thing of any color in this white room… it was so white it made me sick. i sat down beside his unmoving body and slowly stroked his soft, shiny hair. I didn’t even know I was crying till they were landing on my arm.

I herd somewhere that people in comas could hear what you say…maybe he will hear this. “Please Lashes wake up! I’m so sorry… I was just scared that you would be like all the others and leave me as soon as you got to know me…But now I can see your not like that, so please wake up? I wish I could have realized that sooner…but I see it now. And Lashes, I think I love you…”

With that I bent down and slowly kissed his chapped lips softly. After that I just started crying like a baby mumbling “please wake up” and “ I’m so sorry” over and over agine. I put my hand in his and just tried to wrap my arms around him hoping that he would just wake up.

“Oh Lashes please don’t hate me..” I put my head in my hands and cried that over and over agine. I suddenly hear a strangled voice hoarsely saying “Now how could I hate someone as sexy as me?” “Lashes, your awake!” I practically scream before giving him bone breaking hugs. “ Whoa there, don’t give me anymore damage. I feel like I have been hit by a car… I wasn’t was I? I just stair at him thinking he’s joking but he’s not I can tell.

“So you don’t remember anything?” “No…but I do remember you being mad at me, but then I herd what you said….I wasn’t dreaming was I?” After that there was silence for a bit then Lashes stated “Never mind I think I’m starting to remember…D-did you save me ashes?” “Kind of I guess” I just smiled at him for the longest time

“why are you blushing like a madman?” Lashes said laughing. “ Because you look so adorable with just that little gown on” I stated winking “Now who’s blushing Lash?!” We ended up just conversing for about an hour before he asked me the question I thought he never would…”Did you kiss me earlier…or was I imagining things?” “No, your right I kissed you”

“please don’t hate me” I said as I started crying silently “Like I said I could never hate you” That was the last thing he said before taking my head in his hands and slowly pulling it to his…It was one of the best kissed I had ever had, he tasted like coffee and gummy bears. Odd combination but it matched his personality, it had turned into a full make out session and I was so happy. Maybe I could finally have a real chance at a happy life right?

We were still practically shoving accouters tong down the others when my step mother and the doctor walked in on us. “Busted!” was all I could hear from my step mom before we were both blushing like mad and Lashes was hiding his face in my chest.“ Well that’s better than him being in a coma now isn’t it?” The doctor said. “Now let me ask a few questions and take a few test…then you two can resume what you were doing, I suppose.” he said with a small smile.

“Well this is going to be an interesting time isn’t it?” Lashes said sarcastically. I gave him a small peck on the lips before the doctor told us to leave the room, so he could do his thing. “Having fun were you?” My step mom asked “More than I have had in a long time!” I stated loudly with a giant smile.

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Next chapter will be in Lashes and Ashes pov! So Please!!!!!! VOTE,COMMRNT,FEEDBACK!!!!!!

Nikkie~

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