Keep Holding On {Cashton}

Chapter 1

^^^ what Ashton looks like in this chapter but with less hair
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I was in target getting the new 5sos ep. And I was super excited I finally got enough money to get it, my town was pretty small so need goes around. People knew I had cancer and people would give me apologetic looks and smiles. I don't need there pity and I really hate it when they come to the door with casseroles. It's annoying and people giving me get well cards, I'm not not I'm slowly dying there is a big difference. I hate how people have been treating me I would wake up and head downstairs then I would see a big thing of flowers and then I would remember I had cancer. It just sucks and I hate it how people keep on giving us shit, last Christmas everyone kept getting me video games and stuff. It's all cool stuff but i really don't need them, I let my mom sell some of the games I didn't like so they could afford my pills.

I walked up to the cashier and paid for it but she didn't say "have a nice day sir" she said "get well". My heart sunk and I slightly frowned and nodded I walked out of target and started walking home with my hood up. I ha my headphones in and jamming to She looks so perfect.

When I got home I paused my music an greeted my mom.

"Hey mom" I said with a small fake smile

"Hey sweetheart did you get the cd?"

I nodded

"Well that's good" she was putting new flowers into the vase that's always on the island, this time try were yellow daisies. They made me frown

"More flowers?" I asked and she nodded with a sigh

"They're from the Hudson's" she said as she put water into the vase. My mom let out a long sigh and stared at the flowers.

I slowly headed to my room and say on my bed and put the cd into my shitty CD player, I laid down and stared at the ceiling humming the words to the songs. I grabbed my phone and started scrolling threw twitter, I heard the house phone ring and I looked at the one I had on my end table, it wasn't dad's cell number.

"I got it!" My mom screamed as the ringing stopped

My dad calls once or twice a week. But it usually ends up in a screaming match. I picked up anyways and listened to the conversation.

"You left him when he needed you most!" My mom screamed, I tried my best not to make a sound or say a comment.

"I couldn't deal with it anymore, he was going to die anyways!" My dad said. His words were like daggers cutting me down.

"And IF he survives?!?"

"Then will come back. If not then it's your lose" my dad hung up and I headed my mom groan. I had tears running down my cheeks I hung up and put the phone down I turned off my CD player and curled up in my blankets.

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I woke up and sighed, every morning is just a reminder that I could die any day. I say up and hear my mom on the phone again, I headed downstairs just as my mom was hanging up.

"Morning Mom" I grumbles tiredly

She smiles "morning pumpkin"

I gave her a weird look she doesn't call me poking unless she has something good to say.

"Mom... What is going on?"

"Well I have good news and bad news. You are getting surgery in 5 months and the bad news is that we can't afford it. So I put you in the Make-a-wish foundation!!!

"What..."

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Hey my little dragons!! I was listening to broken home when I wrote this so yea.. But if you guys don't know what make a wish foundation is, it is a place where sick kids to and they get a wish and then they get surgery and stuff like that.

So I hope you guys like it.

Thoughs?