Rejected

Chapter 11

I was home. 

To be exact I was in Kyle's house. It has been a few days since I was able to leave the hospital doors. Since then Kyle and I have avoid talking to each other, we would usually run into each other once in a while and just say Hi and then leave.

I haven't seen much of Veronica around. It makes feel so guilty that I caused her so much pain. Last I heard from Westen she had gone to her parents pack that was located somewhere in Canada. She didn't deserve this. She might have been with my mate, but she did not know that. She was truly in love with him.

As for him. I hope Kyle realizes all his mistakes. He can't toy with Veronica like that. No girl deserves to ever be played with. He might love her, but he did cheat on her with me. I doesn't matter if I was Kyle's mate or not. He cheated on her; he was with her when him and I did the dirty. 

I guess, I'm as guilty as him. 

My memory has been coming back piece by piece. Sometimes I get these weird dreams... that when I tell Westen or Zac they say none of that has happened. Sometimes the dreams are scary; there so scary that I'm afraid to fall asleep. It always ends up with six figures coming out of the fog, but I can never see their faces. It's always that same dream over and over again. Its two females and I, with kids playing at the playground or is it at a park.... but it goes from a calm happy moment to a fearful one. I always have the feeling as if Kyle will save me from that nightmare, but I always have the feeling he doesn't make it in time. 

Those are my bad dreams. The good ones are more happy. It usually starts with Kyle and I walking towards this castle in a place called, oh crap what is it called. Anyways its such a beautiful castle surrounded by forest and lots of land. Kyle and I walk towards the front doors with two kids by our side running inside the door screaming with laughter. After that we are greeted by this girl with dark brown hair with a handsome man bedsides her. We walk into what seems to be a ballroom and see another girl with brown hair and grey eyes run towards us with a smile on her face. I always seem to be smiling at this part, and that's how it ends. 

It might just be my imagination playing games. But those dreams always seem to have meaning behind them.

As for my memory, the first memory that came to me was one when I was a child. It was Westen,Kyle, and I. I think we were playing in the backyard, and Weston kicked the ball straight into my face causing me to cry. Kyle ran to my side and began holding me while Weston was panicking say mom was gonna get him in trouble. And from there some of toddler memories came back.

The second dream was when I was around eleven. Kyle and Weston were twenty-one and leaving the pack to train to become Beta and Alpha. I cried knowing my brother and best friend were leaving me alone. I remember telling everyone in the room I hated them. I ran up to my room and locked the door. I was so angry at them both I didn't even go downstairs to say goodbye. I was quite the dramatic child back then. After that more memories entered my mind. 

Now I'm stuck at the day where I found out I was pregnant. The doctors said that I was improving very quickly. More than they ever thought. Weston and Kyle said it was good Idea to act as if I still didn't know anything just in case Trevor appeared. Just the sound of his name gives me chills. 

He was the reason as to why my parents died. He wanted me.

"Hey don't think about that." a husky voice said.

I jumped lightly and turned around to see Kyle leaning on the door frame. "How do you know what I was thinking?" I said placing a hand on my beating heart. "Well I know we aren't officially mated, but you always make that face when you start thinking about your parents death." He said sitting down from across from me. "Oh, I do?" I said spacing off. "Yes, you do. And Bethany I'm sorry for everything." He said looking at me directly at my face. "You don't have to be sorry. I got myself into this mess too." I said sighing and patting my stomach. 

"No, I mean I'm sorry for not being their for you. If I could I would take everything back. I was stupid and I let you deal with all of this alone." He said running a hand through his dark hair. Damn It. He looks so hot like. Fuck these hormones."I know it's going to take time. But I'm going to be right by your side no matter what." He said as he got off the couch and walked towards me. "I want to be there for my kids, I want to be in every second of their life's. Please. Give me a second chance." He said grabbing my hand. I froze for a second. 

"I-I Ummmm a second chance?" I said nervously. He looked at me with killing blue eyes and smiled. "Please I want to be there for you and my kids." He said bending down to kiss my swollen stomach. It was as if the boys reacted to their daddy being rear them; they began kicking my stomach. I got up from the couch leaving Kyle bending down. "I'll give you a second chance. That's it, but you have to tell me why you chose her. And we can't lie to each other anymore if were going to be friends." I said looking at him. He got up and walked towards me."I can't tell you. But please believe me I never meant to hurt you." He said.

I rolled my eyes and began walking away. "Wait, Bee." Kyle pulled me back. We were chest to chest. I looked up and saw his ocean blue eyes and then his lips. His sweet lips... I quickly pushed  him off. "No Kyle if you cant even tell me why you fell for her, than I can't give you a second chance. You won't be honest with me. I began climbing the stairs when I heard him whisper something that made my world freeze. 

"Veronica... she has cancer. Bee she's dying."

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Sorry I haven't updated as much. I've been so busy and all. I know most of you don't like Kyle :') But there always so much more someone else story. But ya Kyle can be a dick sometimes. But he does love Bethany and his kids. Hopefully I'll update more next week. Have a safe and fun Christmas eve and day lol. Don't turn up to much and be careful out there!!!!