Chapter 12

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Veronica was dying.

It seemed as time was slowly stopping. That's not possible. She looks fine, but then again she might be putting a front. I looked up to see Kyle staring at me as if I was going to vanish in any second. I felt my mouth open, but no words came out.

After what seemed like hours the words finally slipped out. "How?" I asked taking a seat on the coach. From what I remember Kyle meet Veronica when Westen and him went into training; since then she's been with Kyle. "I found out the morning after I was with you. I wanted to wake you up and tell you I was leaving to attend some pack business." He said slowly taking a seat next to me. "You looked so peaceful so I picked you and took you to your bedroom. I was so tempted to take you to mine, but I knew I wouldn't be able to control myself around you." He stopped and grabbed my hand as he continued.

"I had barely step inside my house when I was welcomed by Veronica. I had broken things off with her the morning of my birthday. When I found you were my mate. Veronica was angry but she understood why. It surprised me when she stood there in my living room, I was about to tell her to leave, then she told about her illness. "I looked at him not knowing what to say. I felt angry at him for rejecting me and causing me so much pain. But in the other hand I felt bad for him.

"She told me she only had a couple months, and she just wanted to be with me. She knew it was selfish of her, but she wanted to die happily in my hands. After that things went downhill... Veronica began to feel dizzy so I sat her down and gave her some water. She told she was fine; she just need to take a shower. So she did. I let her borrow one of my shirts. She walked in the room with a pill bottle she explained to me that was the only thing keeping her alive. She began to cry in my arms. Bee I felt so horrible. I knew I had a mate out there and I just led her on. So I said yes." He said holding my hands whipping the tears that had fallen on my face. I didn't realize I was crying.

"And then you came and things got out of hand. I was going to tell you about Veronica's condition, but she told me not to tell anyone. She didn't want anyone's pity. I couldn't lie to you. It was eating me alive. So I decide the best thing for you was to hate me. I was so stupid. I acted like a teenage boy." He said removing himself from where I was sitting at. He gripped his hairs as he walked across the room. "Then I found out you were pregnant. I'm not going to lie. I was terrified. I didn't want children so soon. Then I acted the way I did. I will regret that every single day until the day I die. I hurt you when you needed me the most. And then when we found you on the roof. You looked so pale... I thought- that's when I realized I was acting so immature. That there was a better solution to all of this. I fucked up badly." He said walking towards me. He grabbed my hands and just held them looking at me. "But wolfs can't get cancer Kyle you know that." I said standing up and walking away from him. "She half human." Kyle said walking towards me. I turned around to face him. 

"Look what done is done Kyle. Yes, I feel horrible for Veronica, but you and her should've told us all the truth. Maybe things could have been a different. That's not point though, you can stay with Veronica all you want Kyle. Because I truly don't know if we ever have a chance at happiness. I'm not saying this for you to feel guilty or anything. I'm saying this so you won't have any false hope of us. You will be a part of our children's life if you want to-"

"Of course I do!" Kyle yelled and stood up. I put my hand to stop him. "Well then you and I will be co-parenting our children, but that's it Kyle. That's all we will be for now." I said turning around to walk to my bedroom. "Wait. Can we at least start as friends?" Kyle asked.

"Yes of course. Now if I can I would love to get some sleep." I said as I walked down the hall into my bedroom. I closed the door behind me and walked towards my bed laying down. This was too much for me. Part of me felt numb during the whole conversation. I was just sick of this all. Before I knew it I was out. That's when the dream started... again.

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