The Crazy Love

Home part 2:The talk

(These pictures show how cute and adorable Austin looks in glasses and when he was younger, the girl in the bottom picture on the right is Kats outfit, and the picture of Austin is Austin outfit. Hope you enjoy oh yeah and I love this song I finally listened to it a couple of days ago and I loved it and hope you love it as much as I love it)
Kats pov
Today is the day I have to tell him. It's killing me like it's eating my insides slowly and I can't take this anymore like it's horrible. I start to cry.
"Sissy are you okay?" my little sister ask and I stop crying
"I will be soon hopefully. But what do you need?" I ask trying to put on the best smile so she won't see all the pain inside.
"Well mommy told me to ask you if you could do my hair" she says with a cute little smile and I want to have genuine smile but it's not coming. Im horrible person to be doing this to Austin. Today is the day I let another person know my secret besides my parents. I start to brush her hair.
"Can I have a fishtail?" She ask
"Over course anything for you" I say
"Hey can I ask you a question?" She says
"Anything what is it" I say
"I like this boy....what do I do to make him like me?" she ask
"Just be yourself and if he doesn't like that than that's his problem and just move on trust don't run after guys have them run after you" I say and than I start to think of Austin that's what I need to think. If he can't be with me because of my secret than that's his problem. Right. Yes. Ugh why is this soo hard. I finish doing her hair and than everyone goes out and they beg me to go but I say no and tell them that I'm ready to tell him what I have been trying to do. It takes me 30mins to finally call him and once he answers the phone I end it.
"Come on Kath......" I get cut off by Austin calling me and after staring at it for 5sec I finally answer it
"Hey babe why di......"he says
"I'm ready just come over" once I try to hang it up I hear the boys yelling in the background saying "get some" "be safe"  And knowing what they mean I wish is was that rather than me telling him the SECRET. Am I ready. I am I have to be. I have waiting for hours as I thought was just only 30mins and I here a car coming into the parking lot. I start to get nervous. Thinking it was Austin but nope it was just my parents and my sister. I sigh with relief. After an hour I just give up. I just watch a movie with my family and than I get a text from Austin "hey babe I'm sooo sorry I running late it's because I got you a surprise xoxo I love you see you soon"
I say back "awww babe you didn't have to do that and it's fine see you soon xoxo love you more" After the movie Austin finally get here.
"Hey babe" Austin says and gives me a kiss on the cheek since my parents are standing right there
"Hey cutie" I say trying my best not to cry because I know he not going to want me after what I tell him.
"Here I was thinking about getting you something nice" he says give me a bag
"Hey babe you didn't have to you already got me a necklace and bracelet to go with it" I say pointing at them. I start to open it and than I see a cute stuffed penguin and my favorite chocolate SNICKERS!!!!
"OMG BABE THANKS I LOVE IT" I say and give him a kiss on the lips but then I get snapped back into the real world
"Hey babe can we go to the park or somewhere quiet because I think we have to talk about what happened over the trip. I promised you that I will tell you" I say
"You don't have to tell me if your not ready" he say and I start to think about backing out but I know it's the right thing to tell him. He should know. I go upstairs to put some black toms on. Once I get down stairs and than say see you soon and give them a hug. We get to the car. I'm so scared but I'm ready hopefully!!
"I love you and I want to let you know that before I tell you what I have been keeping from you" I say and after 5 mins he finally answers back
"I love you" we stay quiet for the rest of the ride that takes longer than I think it would. Maybe it's just me because it only took us only 10 mins to get there and once we get there I start to panic. OMG IM REALLY GOING TO TELL HIM. I love him and he need to know soon or later. Better soon than later. We get to the park and than we get out of the car.
"Let's go to the swings if you don't mind" I say. I'm ready I have to be this is the moment I tell him.
"It's fine with me whatever makes you comfortable" he says and trust me I'm not comfortable
"Okay..." I sigh
"Babe are you sure" he says
"I'm sure and it was hard to tell my parents" I say
"Who have you told this to?" He ask
"I've only told my mom, my dad, and my stepmom. My sister is to young to know and I'm not sure if I will tell her when she is older and ready to hear this" I say
"Oh yeah and you now" I say
"Oh wow are you sure you want to tell me?" He ask again now I kinda getting annoyed because if I don't tell him than I will feel bad but if I tell him I don't know what's going to happen to us.
"Okay I'm ready" I say
"So when I was....
(Well to be continued....)