The Crazy Love

Off to New York

(The picture one the top right is the first outfit and than the one on the left side is a picture of Kat outfit when the girls are leaving to go to New York. The picture on the bottom left is a picture of New York City and the one on bottom right is a picture of Austin and he looks so hot on this one. This song just goes good with the chapter)
Kat pov
Austin came over and he said all of these things that made me feel horrible much more bad than I did before when i broke up with him. I love him and since I love him I just need to give myself some space so I don't hurt him more than I am now. Once he leaves I feel like crying but I don't because it's not helping. I go inside and watch tv with my family once it gets late I go to bed. I try to go bed but it doesn't help so I call Amaya.  She doesn't answer so I call Danielle. She answers
"Hey what's up" she says sounding tired
"Nothing much but were you sleeping?"  I ask
"No I'm staying up because I'm going to airport with the boys soon" she says
"Oh but what time do you guys have to be at the airport" I say looking at the clock reading it and saying 2:46am
"We have be there at 3:30 and we are going to jet blue" she says knowing that I'm going to come. If I don't go than I know I'm going to hate myself more and regret it.
"Thanks see you soon and don't tell anyone" I say and she agrees and I go in my closet and grab my Netflix sweatshirt and a pair of the tights Austin likes and my comfy shoes and get my keys and leave. I get there at 3:30 on the dot and I look around but I don't find them. So many things are running through my mind. Like what am I doing here? what if he doesn't want me here? My thoughts stop racing once I see him. We both see each other and stop and don't do anything. The group runs to me and starts hugging me.
"OMG look what the cat dragged in" Zach says
"Oh shut did you really think that I wouldn't come and say bye before you guys left?" I ask
"Yeah kinda but I'm happy your here" Alex says answering for Zach.
"I'm going to miss you guys I had soo much fun with you guys and thanks for always being there. You guys are like family and I couldn't ask for anyone else"  I say and we talk but I noticed Austin wasn't with us he's sitting somewhere else and once I finally stop talking to them I get the strength to go and talk to him.
"Hey can we talk?" I ask
"Yeah sure" Austin says
"I'm sorry for..." I say getting cut off
"Hey I get it I hope that we can still be friends and I love you Kat you mean the world to me and everything I said yesterday I meant" he says and I just shake my head and lay down into him and we just stay like that for a while until he has to leave.
"Hey Austin I love you be safe and I promise when I'm ready I will call you and we can see what happens from there" I say and start to cry because I will miss him
"I love you more and I will always love you and don't cry this is good for you this is what you need and I fully support that be safe and stay beautiful" he says and we hug each other and I give him a quick peck which turns into a make out.
"Call me when you get to Mexico" I say and he nods and he walks away and he starts to fade and that's when the pain comes back. When the plane leaves I say bye to the girls and I drive back home. The next day Austin calls me and we have a causal convo about him doing him and how he can do whatever he wants like he can have girlfriends and stuff but he said he wouldn't have any because he loves me and I told him that's what you say now until you find someone. It hurt at first but I know that just for now because I really love him. The rest of day is pretty smooth tomorrow is when we leave and we have to leave the house by 10:30 because we have to be there by 11. The next day comes around and it goes by pretty fast. I finished packing. I get everything in my dads car and I say bye to my car and they drop off bug at a friends house a while ago and I said I will see you soon and we both started crying but than we got over it because I told her I would try and FaceTime or call everyday. We go and pick up Amaya she says bye to her family.
"OMG I remember when we were younger and we kept saying that we would move to New York Cityvand look at us now" I say we both laugh. Since the airport is really close to Amaya's  house we get there pretty fast. Danielle and Haley are meeting us there. My mom is meeting us there. We get there and we all say bye and talk to you soon and how much we will miss themtocour family. We all walk to check out and it's so real once we get on the plane. We are on this plane for 3hours my gosh.
"OMG we are really doing this" Haley says
"Yeah we are sisters forever" Danielle says. We all laugh and the plane ride is soo long because we are soo happy to be living on our own and following our dreams. All that comes to my mind once I think about future is Austin and I how much I miss him and how much of stupid person I am for breaking up with him. I fall asleep and I get a nightmare an I start screaming Austin's name. Haley wakes me up and once I wake up people start staring at me.
"Are you okay?" Haley ask
"Not really I miss him sooo much" I say and I stay up for the rest of the flight and Haley has a sad face.
(I hope you enjoy this chapter)