The Crazy Love

The slip

(This is their outfits for this chapter I hope you enjoy and this song is amazing. I just chose it because I like that song hope you like it be free to comment)
Kat pov
We get home take showers than go off to bed.
Next morning
Austin goes to take a shower I call my mom.
"Hey mom I have to talk to you" I say and start to cry
"Honey what's wrong did he hurt you?" She ask
"No mom but I'm going to hurt him" I say crying hard but quietly hoping no one hears
"Why do you say that?" She ask with a worried tone
"I have to tell him the truth I love him and he is going to find out soon or later but I have to tell him" I say and started to stop crying and than I notice Austin standing there
"Mom I have to talk to you later"I say hanging up the phone before she can say anything
"Hey babe..." I say to him walking towards him and he cuts me off
"No don't come next to me please explain why your going to hurt me" he says
"I can't I will have to tell when we leave can you trust me"
"Are you cheating on me" he says
"No I would never do that to you I love you" I say
"If you love me so much than just tell me!" He raises his voice
"I can't do it now once we get back I promise I will tell you everything" I say
"That's not good enough for me you either tell me now or we are done for good" he says and he has mad face.
"I can't but I don't want us to be done"
"Just tell me!!"he yells at me
"Can you just trust me and if you love you would understand" I say
"Fine but when we get back home you are going to tell me" he says and walks out the door and down the stairs to the backyard. I thought of following him but it would just be worse. So I just stay in the room and cry until I hear a knock on the door and wipe all the tears. Part of me wants it to be Austin but than the other part wants it not to be him.
"Hey honey are you okay" Michele says
"Not really but I don't want to talk about it until I'm ready sorry hope you understand" I say
"Yes I do trust me" Michele says
"Hey I think we should go shopping without Austin so he can cool down and you can do what you need" she says
"Okay but tell him I love him and I'm sorry" I say
"Of course honey I will meet you down stairs" she says
"Okay be down in 10" I say and she leaves. I get ready and head down stairs. Austin walks past me and doesn't even look at me and my heart breaks and I feel this horrible feeling in my stomach. The rest of the day we shop but I can't get my mind off of Austin and how bad I hurt him and how we only get to spend a week and we have two days left and I ruined it ugh I'm soo horrible.
Austin pov
OMG what is she hiding from me if shes not cheating on me than what is she hiding from me. I don't know what I'm going to do for these two days. I didn't even look into her eyes and I saw the pain heck I was hurt but I needed to do that. I love her so much but I don't know.
"Hey that was soo much fun thanks I need to go up stairs to put my bags down" my mom says seeing me in the kitchen
"Hey" Kat says
"Hey" I say
" I think I will give you some space so I will sleep in the guest room" she says and it hurts because I love when I can feel her body on mine. I wanted to say "hey I don't need space I just want you and I want to believe we can work through whatever your keeping from me" but I just stay quiet.
"Okay than" she says and looks at me and I can see everything she is feeling. The hurt,sadness,disappointment and, weakness. Than she walks away. I miss her and want her so bad but I can't take her back so soon until I know what she is hiding. I need to get out of here. So I drive to the basketball courts and play and play for hours until I get tired and ready to get home.
Kat pov
I want him so bad. I need him. What is wrong with me why do I have to screw the one thing in my life that I care most about besides my relationship with God . I fuck up everything. I love him. So I walk to his room wanting to tell him everything and once I get to his room I will tell him everything. I go to his room and find him gone. Where could he be? So many thoughts running through my mind. He means soo much to me I need him and I want him. I cry myself to sleep and after hours of crying I finally go to sleep.
Austin pov
I can hear crying and once I hear her stop crying I can tell she is sleeping so I go in the room and sleep with her. She rolls over and into my arms. I feel whole. I fall asleep hoping tomorrow will be better and we can work whatever this is out. Hours later Kat starts to shake and scream HELP STOP DON'T. I wake her up
"Kat babe honey wake up" after a couple of shakes she finally wakes up.
"I'm sorry an I don't want to talk about it" she says
"Okay I love you and I don't want to fight but I just want to know that you will be okay" I say
"I am love you more" she says and we go back to sleep in 5 mins.
(Hope you enjoyed it thanks for reading love you guys)