I Feel Alone

We started dating

Jasmin's POV

We've been dating for two months now. Our relationship has been perfect until now. We've been getting into fights and Nycholas has been keeping secrets I know it. He has been gone every single time I ask him if he wants to hang out and every morning he's always so tired and worn out! I'm starting to get my suspicions. We used to like each other so much. Now I can't even remember how he lured me into his little love trap.

Nycholas's POV

I don't like Jasmin like I used too. Honestly now I don't like hanging out with her. I go to parties or anything just to get away from her. But I don't have the heart to dump her. I don't know which one would be better to pretend or be truthful. I don't know anymore I wanna like her like I used too. Our relationship was going great, too good to be true. She just ignored my text. That must mean she doesn't want me either. I don't have a clue if that is good or bad. I've been doing horrible things behind her back... A few weeks ago I got really drunk and kissed another girl. I don't think she'd care if I told her. We're drifting apart It's obvious. I hate it. But not really. I started thinking evil thoughts about this little break we were having, I thought I might as well take advantage of being free. She must be doing the same. Hey maybe I'll go to a party again tonight.

Jasmin's POV

I got a text from him I ignored it. I didn't feel like talking to him at all. I realized I could count this as a break between us. I'm thinking I could actually do something tonight instead of sitting here waiting for him. So I texted my bestfriend. Jenna.

Jasmin: hey! R u doing anything tonight?!

Jenna: Hey!!! And ya Im going to a party muahahahahahah!!!

Jasmin: Lol can I come? I gotta get out of here!!

Jenna: ya sure ill come pick you up at 7:00??

Jasmin: Ok ill see you tonight!!

Jenna: ok I gtg see u l8r

Jasmin: ok bye bye (: !

Jenna's POV

Honestly I didn't know if I wanted her to come with me. Nycholas asked me if I wanted to go to a party with him. I always had a bit of a crush on him but Jasmin's my best friend and Im not going to do anything like that to her. So I picked her up and told Nycholas to wait up for me. When me and Jasmin got there we were flabbergasted at how much people could show up at a simple house party. But we saw a lot of our friends and some very, very cute boys. Some of which we ended up talking to. And hanging out with. It was really fun until I lost Jasmin in the crowd. Whatever I thought I'll just go find Nycholas.

Jasmin's POV

I was with Jenna at the party when bam we were separated and I couldn't find her. So I thought I'd look around the fairly large house. It had about seven rooms, 3 floors and 4 bathrooms. Too much rooms in my personal opinion. I was looking around when I saw Jenna and Nycholas in one of the many bedrooms his hand on her neck passionately kissing each other. It took them a while to notice me standing there watching with my mouth wide open. I was speechless I didn't know what to say even if I could speak. Jenna looked at me like she was going to cry. But for some odd reason I didn't hate her I hated Nycholas. I just ran out of the room crying but very quietly. The first thing I was going to do was break up with Nycholas but I didn't have enough energy to do it today I'd do it tomorrow.