I Feel Alone

Life let me down once again

Jasmins POV

I feel like shit. I feel betrayed and somehow hated. I keep on getting texts from Nych and Jenna. I reply to Jenna's by telling her how I feel. I don't want to lose my best friend to some stupid boy. Nycholas keeps telling me how he was so "drunk" and he would never do it again. But honestly would any of you guys still feel the same way after? I know I don't. My blood feels like its been boiling all night. I couldn't sleep Last night. That scene keeps playing in my head. Today's the day that I break up with the guy who I thought was going to be my prince charming. He was so perfect in my eyes. He had a beautiful face, the perfect body and a sweet personality. But now I think I need to get my eyes checked. All my life I've kinda been a goody two shoes but right now I feel as if I could strangle someone. I get another text from him saying

"Please don't leave me I need you."

I don't know why but that makes me feel a tinge is sadness for him. I've been overreacting. It was just one kiss. So I text him back saying "I'll give you one more chance, don't screw it up."

Nycholas's POV

She finally texted me back. This is the happiest I've ever been about some text. She's giving me another chance. Even though I lied by saying I was drunk, Im happy! I do feel kind of bad though. That was her bestfriend. But I liked it. The way she felt, how pretty she is and how she was so cool with sneaking around. Maybe just maybe Ill text her again. Except this time no one will find out and no one will know. So I decide to send Jenna a text.

"Hey what are you doing to tonight mb we could hang? ;)"

I pressed send and wait for a reply. But instead I get a reply from Jasmin saying "nothing ;) and sure" I look back to see who I'd sent that too. I'm lucky I didn't say "Jenna".