I Feel Alone

my thoughts

Jasmins POV

I didnt know what to think. I loved him but he didnt love me. I just wanna move and get this shit done and over with. I should just move so I can start out fresh.. What do you think? Im confused, angry and just plain depressed. I know it seems a bit over the top but I cut myself for the first time in a while. I drove it so deep into my skin everything started getting blurry. I passed out.

3 hours later

I woke up in a hospital, I forgot what happened and I was really confused but then I remember what had happened. I looked down at my wrist there was a bandage. It had stopped bleeding but I wish I hadnt. I wish I had just died. Why me? Why did I have to deal with this? Ive been cheated on and lied to way to much for someone my age. Whenever I finally found someone who would actually date me I was never enough and they'd just give up on me. They simply just stopped loving me like it was nothing.

Nycholas's POV

I heard she was in the hospital and I actually panicked, I got so worried about her. I rushed to the hospital. When I got into her room I saw her wrist and actually started crying. Had she tried to commit suicide because of me? She was beautiful. Even though she was still asleep she was still beautiful. I couldnt stop thinking about her. I stopped crying by the time she woke up. But when she did, She just sat there unmoving and quiet. She looked to deep in thought for my liking. So I gently touched her hand. I felt electric bolts where I touched her. What was happening to me? She blinked a few times and I asked how she felt, If she was okay. You know all that stuff. I couldnt stop myself from kissing her soft pink lips, I tried to make that kiss as passionate as possible. I felt tingles all over my body.