Teenage Runaway (Harry Styles Fanfiction)

Chapter 14

I AM SO SORRY GUYS!!!!!

Actually i wanted to upload two days ago but school keeps me busy... ONLY 2 MORE WEEKS! YAY.

Well... Here it is.. Chapter 14!

and guys.... listen to 'Don't let me go' by HARRRRYY during this chapter... It is just perf for it..

Enjoy it :*

Mel xxx ♥

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Do you know the feeling when your whole world just breaks apart? The feeling where you want to scream but no scream leaves your mouth?

I collapsed the minute where my father told me that she was dead. Dead... My mother. Hands on my face, tears on my cheeks. My father tried to comfort me but it did not work. He told me that she took an overdose of alcohol.

My whole body shivered but I got up and ran upstairs into my room. I don't know how long I laid on my bed. Minutes? Hours?

But after a while I got a call. I did not answer it. Another call. Decline.

A few more but I declined them all. I wanted to be alone to think about everything. It was my fault. She is dead and I ran away from her.

It was all my fault.

New tears streamed down my face. I could not control them. They just left my eyes.

Suddenly I heard a light knock on my door.

“Noel? Please... Unlock your door. Here are some guys for you. Come on girl!”

They were here. Louis and Harry. I knew it. But I didn't want to speak to them. I don't want to face them. I need my time. Time on my own.

“Tell them to go away. I don't want to see anybody. Do you understand me? I just want to be alone. Leave me!”

Once again the tears streamed down my face. I turned around so that my face was on my pillow. My father was still there. I heard him sigh as he walked downstairs. Finally... I got up from my bed to walk to my window and there it was. Harry's car. 

All of sudden a loud knock interrupted my thoughts.

“NOEL! Open the freaking door!!! Now.. See, I am so sorry!! But please come out of your room. Please... For me. I am your brother. I have to comfort you.”

I could hear that Louis was crying. It was obvious. But I could not open the door. There was just too much in my head that I need to sort out.

“Please... Noel. Don't lock yourself up!! I need you and I cannot handle the fact that you are crying in there. Come on...”

“Leave her Louis. She needs some time alone. Her mother died....” I heard a deep and raspy voice say. Harry. Suddenly I had the urge to wrap my arms around both of them just to know that they are here for me. But I can't. I didn't want to see them.

“Harry, she is crying!!! And she needs to know that we are here!!! I am her brother and you are sort of her best friend. We need to freaking crash the door!”

Another loud knock.

“Louis stop it and leave me alone! I don't want to see both of you. Not now. I just want to be alone! Why is this so hard to understand?”

I almost screamed but regretted it immediately as I heard a silent but perceivable sob. It was Louis.

“So you want us to leave? You really want that? Fine. Come on Haz, let's go.”