In Denial

~Gabby POV~

"I don't know. It's possible. So what if we like each other? That wouldn't be a bad thing, would it?"

I think about what he said.

'Would it be a bad thing?'

'Maybe we don't like each other, maybe our minds are playing tricks on us'

'Yeah that's it!'

I look at him. "We don't like each other. Not possible. We're just confused."

He looks like he wants to say something but I'm already in the car. The 20 minutes back home were slightly intense.

Once we're home I head upstairs.

I hear Aiden head up to his room.

To clear some confused minds out there, yes Aiden and I live together.

When both our parents were on their way to an important business dinner (they all had the same job) they got hit by a drunk asshole driver. [A/N: So unoriginal, but whatever] They left their houses to both of us. So basically we have 2! Or had. We sold one which was Aiden's and took everything out that belonged to his parents and into the basement. Those were hard times for both of us. We relied on each other until our high school years. We still joke around, and their may be an attraction there but I refuse to believe it.

I take a long hot shower to help myself think. I think about Aiden and I when were little all the way up until now and how much we've both changed.

I think about how it was just 2 years ago that our parents died. I think about how we all were like one big happy family. Aiden's mom and dad were like my second parents and vice versa.

I think about how I just can't seem to grasp the fact that I might have feelings for Aiden. Because I know once I fall, I'll fall hard and won't be able to get back up. I would trust Aiden with my life, but I don't know if I can like him. I just don't know.

I get out of the shower and throw on my bra, underwear, and one of Aiden's long T-shirts. I put my wavy hair into a messy bun.

I figure I better fix things with Aiden because I can't stand when we ignore each other.

I head to his room which is down the hall from mine. I knock and hear a faint "Come in," so I open the door.

"Hi." I suddenly feel shy. Which is so unlike me.

"Hey, come sit down." He pauses his video game and motions for me to sit next to him.

I slowly walk by his bed and sit next to him, leaving space between us. He notices, and pulls me onto his lap. I freeze, shocked. I feel a finger underneath my chin, making me look into those deep blue eyes I get lost in so much.

"Why can't you understand that we might actually like each other?" He asks me.

"I-I don't know, I just can't grasp the fact that I might like my Bestfriend."

He looks at my lips then back at my eyes. "I'm gonna kiss you. Feel free to stop me or slap me or whatever."

He slowly inches towards me until I feel his soft warm lips on mine. Without noticing, my lips are suddenly in sync with his. I'm slightly shocked when I realize I'm the one that deepened the kiss. Our session becomes heated, but Aiden stopped us from going any further leaving my lips tingling.

He looks at me. "Why do you keep fighting these feelings you know you have for me?"

I sigh, get up and head to the door.

"Night Aiden."

"Night Gabs."

As I head back to my room, I'm thinking.

'Why DO I keep fighting these feelings?'

I kinda figured they were there, but I tried not to believe it. When Aiden kissed me, that's when I knew these feelings would be hard to fight.

I turn out the light, get my iPod, and get into bed.

I listen to Bestfriend by Jason Chen on repeat until I slowly drift to sleep.

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